You are correct it did highlight. What changed is deeper grounding.

Thank you Elad and farewell !

Elad,

Initially I felt confused by this process in LU. Clearly I was overthinking. So I guess I could say that the process highlighted a strong identification with the Thought-Mechanism.

Elad: here goes...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

ANSWER: There is no separate "me." Never was.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience ...

Hello Dear Elad,

It seems this "me" has gone through the Gateless Gate, perhaps a while ago.

I'm going to continue with what I've been involved in and also move on to other modes of exploration.

So much gratitude for your guidance.
With Love,
Alexa

Hi Elad -

It's been a while since I've heard from you, is everything okay?

Elad -

'That which knows is DE." helpful...

Earlier this morning, I wrote to a woman in WhatsApp group I'm in. She asked the group, do you like this domain name? I replied yes... and would you like to brainstorm taglines? She wrote back, glad you liked the domain name, you are so kind.

I felt ...

Hey Elad,

Apparently it isn’t clear yet. I’d love to get clear once and for all!

I know I’m up in the head. It feels like I’m trying so hard to figure it all out, and that’s not what we’re up to here.

I am sincerely showing up to this. I don’t seem to understand what it means to LOOK. With ...

Hi Elad

Sometimes Thoughts arise and initially I seem to forget that they are on behalf of a separate me. I notice this engagement with them. But it can’t be a real conversation, it would be like two cartoon characters talking to each other.

I’m aware of thinking. What is aware that thinking is ...

Hi Elad -

This morning I played tennis. The match was so enjoyable. There was the sense of a flow state, maybe ⅓ of the time, where thinking was slowed down. Awareness, it didn't seem like 'me', would focus on the printing on the ball. It seemed like this occurred when memory arose, of a coach ...

Hello Elad -

How are you ? I'm grateful for your guidance.

What's next ?

FYI: I did contact Vince and received an invitation to join in on his online group meetings. Will do that one day soon. His website and also The Awakening Curriculum website & YouTube channel has been interesting and ...

Hello Elad and good morning… wherever you are in the world, what ever time zone you’re in,

Numbers. 44, 7, 123, 8

44 popped into awareness. Out of the blue as they say. I have no idea where it came from. Same with 7. Thought said “you “ like double digits, that’s why “you” chose 44. No, 44 arose ...

Yes, Elad, I think I see the difference between logical, just makes sense and DE.

So this afternoon, I went out in the backyard and sat on a lawn chair. Oh, the weather was beautiful and it was so relaxing. Just saying.

I found myself looking at the roof, noticing the covers over the gutters ...

Hello Elan:

thanks for your patience as this unfolds... I'm enjoying [surprise] this investigation, and at times not as much, ha, ha!

Where are they coming from and going to? I don't and suspect can't know
Did you do anything to make a particular thought or thoughts appear? who is "you"? no ...

Elan,

It did seem challenging to not “investigate“ the content of the thinking.

I did notice a gap, and most of the time it was very subtle , and yes, the gap felt very short.
A couple of times I noticed my attention move from an awareness of thought, to an awareness of a body part say. In those ...

Elad,

It seems like I'm thinking about this exploration, and not looking, doing it wrong. Oh here's a DE, this body-mind is paying attention to thinking, "I'm not doing it right," the DE thing.