Nick! Welcome home!

Thank you for your beautiful answers! It has been such a pleasure to walk beside you through the gateless gate! Your openness and willingness to look were simply awesome and made guiding you a joy.

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Hi Nick!
Great work on answers!!
One of the guides asked a question:

“Can you say more about how it feels to see, and are there any changes in how interactions with others seem to be?”

Best,
Adam

Nick!
Splendid.😃

Here are the questions. Please answer each of them separately, so it's easier for other guides to read through.

1. Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2. Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is ...

Hi Nick,
Thanks! We’re having a blast here.

I’m happy to hear looking is settling.
How were the last few days? Any changes?
Do you feel ready for final questions?

Best,
Adam

Hi Nick,
Great job. I had some delay again, pardon. I am going on a holiday 14-23 and I might be a little late with responses but I'll try to check it up if I get a chance.

How are you feeling in your day-to-day moment now?
How is looking into what is? Do you see any difference between before we ...

Hi Nick,
Excuse the delay! You're doing fantastic, just some clarifications below.

Yes. This has been highlighted in the last few messages with the utter nonsense that has been written; there clearly can't be a seeker. Writing replies was done on behalf of thoughts claiming to be the real me, the ...

Hi Nick,
They are talking about looking at “things” and knowing they are that thing. When we did the exercises I can’t find a boundary to what I am but the “seeing” that I am the same as everything, oneness, is 100% conceptual here.

People like stories, and like to mythologize, which is fine, but ...

Nick,
Expectations and doubt are the two sides of that coin - if there are expectations there is doubt. And vice versa.
Whose are these expectations?
What/who is responsible for solving them?
Just be honest with what comes up as an answer. Is there an expect-er? Is there a solver?

Anyways the ...

Hi Nick,
Thanks for sharing your doubts and expectations. Let's keep going.

I’m really struggling to think anything like that could have happened here and it not be obvious, although like I said the other day, something here has a big fantasy going on about how this will happen and I suspect that ...

PS. You mentioned seeing thoguhts as thoughts:

One more question:
What is that which sees thoughts as just thoughts?

Also - watch this video - it may help you out:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJQcD58 ... luZw%3D%3D

Hi Nick,
You've proved clarity and honesty during the investigation, but whenever you're ready. No rush, it's not a competition.

Let's assess again…
What has changed and what hasn’t in normal everyday living.
What changes? What stays the same?
What is the biggest difference from before starting ...

Hi Nick,
Well done. Smoothly sailed.

Onto the final exploration!
We have some traditional final questions.
Do you feel ready to receive them?
If you feel ready I will forward them and then send your answers to other guides to review.

Best,
Adam

Nick,
Brilliantly investigated.

At this point, it will be a good DE exercise to get out for an actual walk in nature and observe interconnectedness.
See how ALL is moving interdependently, including thinking and the senses.

Hold these questions in mind:
Is there anything that is separate from ...

Hi Nick,
Beautiful investigation. Let's close the choice investigation with this one small exercise:

1. Hold a hand in front of you; palm turned down.
2. Now turn the palm up. And down...and up and so on.
Watch like a hawk.
Don't go to thoughts – examine your direct experience. Do this as many ...

Nick,
Fantastic. There is even more honesty and clarity in your answers. Only you can do the looking. Seeing laziness and stories that go on the loop are a big part of that. Honesty is the name of the game really.

I don’t want to say they are all false but they are definitely not all true.
The ...