1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
No
Was there ever?
No

2) Give in your own words what the illusion of separate self is and how it shows up in experience.
It only exists in thoughts and labels. With thoughts and labels, it creates ...

To whom thoughts speaking to?

Thoughts don't speak. They just happen. There is no whom to hear them.

What is this which appears in the space?

Everything

How far are you from it?

There is no distance - everything is together in the space

What separates you from it?

Nothing. There is no separation

There is no I , what is here then?

Just space

How things happen?

They just do - life just happens

So, there is still an I ?

Rarely. When I appears, I ask who is talking - nobody :)

How something which doesn't exist still have thoughts , emotions, and labels?

It can not

What Santa has?

keeps me at no I :)

Hi Ludo

Please describe what you point with "I" and with "no I", What is happening in the first and in the second ?
The "I" has thoughts , emotions, and labels
The no "I" is just awareness. No suffering. Life just happens.


Share what pulls you usually?
I have tried to figure out what does it ...

Hi Lubo,



It sounds that you finish your investigation?
Yes

Does the seeking end?
When I can get to the no I, it does

Did you found what you were looking for?
I was looking for nothing and found it

How do you feel in every day life?
Most of the time. At times something pulls me out of ...

Hi Lubo,

I have been away from internet for a few days

Now notice is there a doer, is there responsibility in this what is happening by itself?

there is no doer - life just happens without any input.

Enjoy,
Gman

Notice if you don't identify with the story/emotions, is there something else drags you back?

No, there is nothing the drag me back

Notice, without identifying with someone who is suffering, what is here?

Just life happening....no suffering :)

Hi Lubo,

How do you feel now?

In day to day life, I can lose the I for a moment. But it comes back

Notice this image of a separate entity is coming with emotions and story maybe?

There can be a story /emotions that drag me back to an I.

Without them what is here?
Peace - no suffering ...

Hi Lubo,

lie down on the bed, close your eyes and let your body move slowly

I did as requested a couple of times

First time - Breath was breathing, ears were just hearing, feeling was feeling except my legs, arms, core body started feeling heavy , like weight was on top of them. Then, the body ...

Hi Lubo,

is there a self? = What is this here?
No need to seek, see what's here?
Describe what is found :)

There is no self. Nothing is found.

Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Lubo,

What reality is "When I goes away"?

I was never real. Only a thought

I , self is just a label for something that appear, but it isn't a real self. What is this?

There is no separations - Is it all is a whole?

Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Lubo,


Notice how speker or thinker appear?
Yes- I just ask who is speaking..no answer :)

Is there something real that appear? (like Santa trough the fireplace :)
Haha....no, nothing is real - it is just thoughts with labels - nothing to them

How this ilusion is coming, what's happening ...

Hello Lubo,

there is no fireworks to find this, isn't it?
No, there is none

Let's investigate what is this that is here?
Nothing I can label. Just happening - direct experiences which have no name

This here is speeking, thinking... there is no entity but what is this?
just a being - part ...