Okay, I understand and agree. :))Thank you also for the recommendations, I will add them to my wish list.

Thank you Barb, wishing you very well & I do hope to come back to this.

Hi Barb,

Okay, trying to to say yes to the resistance.

I feel a bit tearful (but not much, i have few emotions) - one thing that comes up is that i dont want to be 'stuck' like this - even if i realize something, i'll still be stuck not getting what i want, or being how i want - or being very ...

Thanks Barb,

In some way I am feeling resistance, I think, and it doesn't 'feel' like it's all just fear - I do worry about moving too fast w. this stuff and getting into a situation that makes progress harder in the long run? I'll read GG tonight though, since that was always wonderful.

Hi Barb,

Ok lets do that - i'll re-read gateless gatecrashers and the FAQ, and get back to you in a couple of days.

to explain: i think I find it very hard to 'just look' - possibly due to brain problems. I find it very difficult to be 'absorbed' in anything so even 'just looking' often seems v ...

No problem at all, actually ideal :)

Love,

Pierre

Hi Barb,

Thank you for your message.

OK:


Seeing a cup, simply, image + colour, seeing is when you have an image and the image has colour, the two things are usually separate but cross over in odd ways. both form a visual representation of something that seems to be in world..

ok ok experience ...

Hi Barb,

I'm sorry if the above response wasn't attentive enough, let me know if want more!

ok - getting somewhat scared.

there must be something v off in my experience of things vs the reality, i am a clumb of cells etc. how strange.

seeing : keyboard, lights, coloured lihgts. these are all parts of the experience. you have shape + colour attached or overlaid on the shape. they ...

Hi Barb,

Got it - i'll give this a go today and then write back later evening :)

Hi Barb,

Firstly, thanks a lot for your response. Have read the Disclaimer/FAQ, and I think I will be able to/commit to being able to replying everyday - and i'll place other thoughts/readings on hold as much as possible for the moment.

I'll try to be 100% honest - without any waffle. but just as ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
i'm not quite sure. the self seems to be a term for...something that is felt internally? i suppose that there is this thing that stands outside of other things and watches them, which seems ...