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by FinnApe
Tue Jan 25, 2022 11:10 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Alright, all sounds good! Thank you Vivien for you persistence and relentless focus and guidance towards what is truly most important. It is deeply appreciated.

Here's what I would say to "myself" a few months back. Maybe this can also be helpful if someone happens to be reading this somewhere in ...
by FinnApe
Fri Jan 21, 2022 10:08 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
Not any that can be found. There never could have been one; if there is an assumption of a separate "me", it is still appearing in this already immediate beingness.

2) Share ...
by FinnApe
Thu Jan 20, 2022 12:22 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
thank you for your guidance.

How do you feel all about this?
In general, there is a feeling of gratitude for this process and community and guides. In regard to the lived experience daily, there are moments of profound peace and ease when all this is being seen directly. The power of ...
by FinnApe
Mon Jan 17, 2022 10:49 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,

Can a self be found making the body leave the bed?
Where does the "decision", the "command" to get up comes from?
What makes the body get up?
Is there an ‘I’ that commands the body?
When lying there, shout 'GET UP' internally as loudly as you can. Does that affect the outcome?

There's ...
by FinnApe
Sat Jan 15, 2022 8:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
What is being done for colors and shapes to be? Is there anything be done for colors and shapes to be, or they are just there effortlessly?
Yes they are just there totally effortlessly.

What is being done exactly for the sounds to be?

The sounds simply are as they are. Nothing is ...
by FinnApe
Thu Jan 13, 2022 8:45 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

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by FinnApe
Thu Jan 13, 2022 8:41 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
When walking, what do you do in order for the legs to move?
Are you making walking happen, or it just happens automatically and effortlessly?
The legs are just moving and there isn't someone making that happen. Yes it's very effortless. There's the legs simply moving, and then there is ...
by FinnApe
Thu Jan 13, 2022 8:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
When walking, what do you do in order for the legs to move?
Are you making walking happen, or it just happens automatically and effortlessly?
The legs are just moving and there isn't someone making that happen. Yes it's very effortless. There's the legs simply moving, and then there is ...
by FinnApe
Thu Jan 13, 2022 8:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
When walking, what do you do in order for the legs to move?
Are you making walking happen, or it just happens automatically and effortlessly?
The legs are just moving and there isn't someone making that happen. Yes it's very effortless. There's the legs simply moving, and then there is ...
by FinnApe
Tue Jan 11, 2022 11:07 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
So, which one feels to be true for you?
There's still some lingering slight concern that this has somehow just been a big old intellectualization, but there is also an undoubtable directness and vividness to this as well that wasn't here before. And even the concern can be seen as ...
by FinnApe
Mon Jan 10, 2022 11:07 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,

What do you do in order to see?
What do you do in order to hear?
What do you do in order to feel?
What do you do in order to taste and smell?
Nothing is being done by anyone. These are simply things that appear, seeing appears, hearing appears, feeling appears, tasting and smelling ...
by FinnApe
Sat Jan 08, 2022 2:01 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
I see what you're saying. I will keep looking at this again and again despite the sense of uncertainty at times. Surprisingly, there has been some increases in clarity after the last post, where I recognized that there it is completely hopeless for "me" to ever grasp or understand this. I ...
by FinnApe
Thu Jan 06, 2022 11:11 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,

How much of this is actually seen, and how much of this an intellectual understanding only?

What can be seen is that all phenomena simply appears, when looked, nothing is found outside the appearing. When looking happens, that is seen, and there is a sort of relaxation to it. Things ...
by FinnApe
Wed Jan 05, 2022 12:38 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
this inquiry is exhausting in many ways, but lets keep going, "no time for caution" :)
Who/what is asking the question?
I don't know. Nothing that can be found. The question is another appearance. Another thought. Any kind of answer would be too, and wouldn't get to the "root" of this ...
by FinnApe
Mon Jan 03, 2022 11:07 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Who am I?
Replies: 63
Views: 3927

Re: Who am I?

Hi Vivien,
So look at this. Is this awareness a noun (non-physical thing), or a verb (happening)?

It's a verb, something that is just spontaneously happening. I can see that I was seeing awareness kind of as a thing, when it's just something happening.

What other name can you give to ‘it’ if ...

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