Thank you for everything! <3

Yes... that was one of the paradoxes I was speaking of.... thought is a part of experience, everything is. Maybe better to say thought runs alongside the sense perceptions.... but it is all part of a seamless whole. Thoughts, sensations, perceptions all one experience. Sometimes the sense ...

Yes, I see that now... wasn't really expecting bliss, but did feel like I was supposed to feel somehow different. It's so interesting, I have been looking at all my spiritual books, etc... it's such a shift to know now what all this means about no separate self. It was so conceptual before, and was ...

Good morning Jadzia

Feeling more stable not after a couple of days to allow this to sink in on my own. There is no doubt here that the separate self is a mirage made of thoughts, this is absolutely clear. I was feeling confused because this belief is gone, it left a big hole because it wasn't ...

Thank you, this is helpful and just letting go of that thought trying to figure out if this was the “right” way to experience opened up a lot. I can see that this is unfolding... will continue to watch what happens.


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I think I see what is happening here. Will take a bit of time to let this settle on its own, maybe the long weekend, and come back when it is time... thank you again Jadzia


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Is this a feeling or a thought?
Is this a thought aka expectation?

Yes... it's a thought. There are a lot of thoughts now, doubtful thoughts, thoughts asking whether this is supposed to feel different, whether "it" was not fully seen. There is no doubt that the separate self is a fiction ...

What evolution needs to take place? Evolution includes the concept of time, right.
This which is is perfect the way it is, there is no bettering or worsening or growing or declining. Just this.

This is what feels unstable. The seeing of no self is clear... the way or extent that it affects ...

One thing I noticed last night is that there used to be this idea of a struggle between "me" as this person who was trying to become more present and aware (more "spiritual"), and then an "ego" which was some entity that could swoop in and possess "me", as if it were something solid, some entity ...

We can never be correct when using language, right? Heard that from spiritual teachers many times... now makes sense. Seems like these fireworks will keep going off as insight comes and things become more clear.

Sadness is gone, feeling more thankful today and interested to see what happens next ...

For many it feels like being led, but then again who is led? Thoughts love story elements which build up on each other.

Right.. the character felt she was being led. Now it is clear that it was just the story moving along.

Look at what appears as separate waves on the ocean,....is there ever a ...

Oh! I think I understand, we are all like puzzle pieces that fit together. And there is only one puzzle!


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Quite a ride indeed, cannot believe it has only been 2 days since it was seen... feels in a way like waking up from a dream, yet still being half in the dream world. Lucid dream, I suppose! Noticed a couple of things. Last night drove to my parents house for dinner, on the way there the thought came ...

Thank you... the thought that this character can be loved, the story enjoyed, brought so many tears. For now, all i feel is exhausted. And that is ok, it will flow through, there is nothing for it to get caught on anyway.

Feels like this just needs to settle in for a little while.... <3


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So no chooser or decider, no time.
How about a controller?

No chooser, no decider, no time, no controller. It has all already happened, or never happened, so it could not be controlled at least not from the "me". The experience is just experiencing itself, imagining, playing, creating itself ...