Feeling slight sadness now, bittersweet emotions belonging to no one :) it’s the other way around as far as honor is concerned.
“You” have helped me more than I can say and I feel very grateful for it.
Thank you again for holding my hand ;)
Adam

PS: gonna miss the correspondence

Hey John, good morning! My day has started off with a feeling of lightness/good feelings in the physical body. I also had some kind of insights upon waking. There were far too many to describe but basically I am feeling a lack of concern for becoming anything or concern for whom I thought and felt ...

Hey John, I hope you are well. So far, the last few days have been hard to describe so I will do my best. I’d say that so far most of what is felt and seen, feels most to me like movement. Things are in constant motion through experience. There are emotions, thoughts, feelings and even occasionally ...

Lots of smiling and lots of peace. Your message made me laugh when you’d mentioned I’d better be smiling:) it’s as if you knew something had been seen. It just became so clear for the first time without thinking about it. It was just seen. What a freedom! I could no longer argue with or about ...

The wanter is not there. There is no wanter, just wanting.
No one to want anything. There is no static “real” one to whom the wanting belongs.

Yes....that’s is definitely one true statement. I want that “shift” in perception that supposedly feels like joy so that I can stop suffering inside. I look and see nothing and feel as though it cannot be understood one way or another but some seem to say that it can be seen. My eyes see nothing ...

I def feel like I’ve been in the place where I am asking what it is that is doing the looking. I don’t know though John, I’m feeling like life is at a standstill for me because I’ve been in this inquiry now for some time and I’m at this point where I can’t continue because of the agony I feel and ...

I would also like to add that there has been some kind of shift because at times I do feel that things are happening spontaneously without the need for a me or I to be there. It’s an odd feeling that seems to flicker on and off. This morning I seem to be just sitting with no one to enter in to the ...

Hey John, sorry it’s taken so long to get back to you.
I would honestly say that Adam is really only a concept and thought as well as “I”. The “I” as perceived in a thought is just another part of the language and concepts present in the thought but the thought itself comes out of nowhere. They ...

Adam is simply another idea of what IS. Another concept !
The Me-ness the same.....what I am now I see can only be what is always simply aware....aware of the Me-ness, aware of the idea of Adam or of others. Aware of all the senses and movements of the “mind”....all of those also only concepts ...

The present moment is always available to us but only once each one of us allows it to be as it is in that particular moment...until then it remains veiled as all attempts to be somewhere or something other than what IS.....only keeps us from seeing everything as it IS.....including ourselves. That ...

In order to “snip” the string, thinking about it cannot work because then it will become just another belief system. Instead I have been giving my attention to the sensation behind the eyes and in the body. Do I just let it rest there as is and even thoughts of me-ness as they arise? I have not ...

The Me is here in this body and everyone and everything else is out “there” seemingly all different and separate from each other.

I’ve taken your instruction and I can say with honesty that I seem to feel the me-ness mostly behind the eyes and caught up in mind mostly as well as when there is any tension in my upper back/shoulder area. Most of the time it seems to be felt most prominently when caught up within the mind and ...

Or is there just simply a noticing of these things....
No one needed in order to notice? This inquiry stuff I’ve conditioned myself to do seems to run itself into circles going no where ultimately.

Thank you John as always for your patience and guidance
I am looking forward to your reply