no it was a priviledge for me to walk with You: big thanks...

Correct

but choosing a new car between more then one model: it SEEMS I make a decision that says i choose that or that one...
or the deciding just happens to be...

to pick up a pen ?
i see the pen or think about taking one up...
it pops up as an action to do: the picking up...

it pops up out of nowhere for all actions: there's no driver it just happens...

the real good questions !!!!
5.1. things happen in our make believe world via our mind i suppose...
5.2. the unconcious projects a world view and makes things happen via our perceptions/respons...
5.3. responsible in fact for nothing ...
5.4. what examples: things happen as they are and "i" "choose ...

1. noooo seperate self...never was/be or will be...
2. it's a mind construct, started with the IDENTIFICATION proces of the mind, it's a strategy of that same mind...
3. it feels good and different, it's a working idea, a verb to live ...
4. your story of santa claus: the make believe story you ...

Happy Raster too of WE...
Yep changed...there's nooooo seperate self of course...

awareness is impersonal knowingness in the background...it IS that it is ...
it is empty meaning no conceptualising possible by our "mind/conciousness", it is beyond concept...

Awareness is not me of course...
Awareness is that constant stream of BEing as it is...
A cat is a label, a concept just as the me...
Awareness is not doing anything in the kabel time ...

i understand and indeed can FEEL/see this too...
more and more that feeling of empty just being is there....
there's no "i" controller at all and it feels good at the same time ...

Nope it Comes out of nowhere , it pops up so to speak ...

there's nothing to be liberated.
only the dive into that empty being aware...
the questions means nothing indeed, not relevant indeed....
being that...

indeed we can use "me","we", "his", university or any label for communication...
the empty being aware of all this , going into that empty (w)hole and realising there is but that...

All in the mind imagining indeed...
Good comparison...Santa Claus and the I as An imagine de product...got it..it'll be in the imagine de state there....

Correct , in daily life the 'I' is indeed also there...Sure in knowing it isn't but indeed to experience that all the time , not yet ...