Hi!

Great! Thank you very much for your guiding. It was really helpful and you didn’t let me go on the easiest way :)

Have a wonderful year 2018.

With love, Heidi Amarilia

Hi Michael!

That’s ok :) I was just thinking of you when I walked in the forest and then you e-mailed: timing was very good.

Have a nice weekend, Heidi

Hi Michael!

Life feels calmer, easier and more simple. Emotions flow and disappear faster. I don't know if this has anything to do with the process here, but it feels like things are manifesting faster. Some thoughts manifests almost immediately. Maybe I’m just more aware what’s happening? Maybe it ...

Hi Michael!
No need to apoligies :)

Is there a need for an observer in order for observations to happen?

Is there a need for a clouder in order for clouds to happen?

No :D

Warmly, Heidi

Hello Michael!

Ok, it didn't take 3 days :D
So, last time you wrote: Are they your thoughts?

Are 'you' getting stuck (or not stuck) in them?

Is there any separation at all in experience i.e. a separate witness / observer?


No. Not my thoughts, because there is no such a thing like "me". I am ...

Hello Michael!
Thank you; I have to think/contemplate about this more. If it’s ok to you, I post you on 3 days?
H.A

Thank you, let’s do so. Looking forward :)

H.A

Hi Michael. Really, my mistake, I'm sorry. Didn't notice this part: I had only asked you; "Is there an "I" that eats"? so I thought you would get back to me more or less immediately so I was only letting you know that I would not be able to reply the next day, Tuesday. And being polite (that's what ...

Okey. Last time you posted ”I probably won't be able to post tomorrow as I have something big at work to prepare for Tuesday.” So I’ve been waiting for your answer. I answered all your questions. But maeby it’s better to stop here and I shall continue with my own languade. I think that it’s the ...

Hi Michael!

Thank you for writing. And yes, you are so right: I was tired yesterday when I wrote about 3. one. Now I can tell a little bit more: I wrote that I don't care so much of people opinions. What I really meant was, that there is more space between people opinions and my reactions. I do ...

Hi Michael!

I don’t know what happened to my latest post. Disappeared or maeby I didn’t send it at all. Not on purpose, something technical problem. So, let’s make another try.

3. question was something like ”How does it feel now when I see there is no self”? After confusion I felt emptiness ...

Hi Michael!

Nice to hear from you :) And sorry, there is some misunderstanding here: last time I understood that you haven’t been well and I thought that we’ll get back when you are ok. Also I admit that my life circumstances (job) are that kind, that sometimes I don’t have time and place to focus ...

Hi Michael!

Thank you! Yes, this really helped a lot. I’ll be back this soon, but now I hope you’ll get rest and get better :)

Love, Heidi

Hi Michael!

That’s ok. Take care and there’s no hurry.

Warmly, Heidi

Hi Michael!

Sorry, I haven't forgot you and this, but couldn't answer anything for a while. That's why this "radio silence".

Yes, I'm stuck with this 3. question. Or actually I had a very hard week or two. Nothing "bad" or difficult happened outside, only inside. A huge amount of constriction ...