Karin,
Thanks for your reply. I use to have an old FB account but not anymore. I am very unfamiliar with FB and I always get lost in the maze of FB, if I try. If I want to continue as a guide, could you help me with the next step? I would like to help LU in my native language "Spanish". Thanks again!

Thanks, I'll wait for your reply!
Amarti

Well. Can you tell me what this "I" or ego was?

A "Conditioned thought"

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Could you actually find it?

No!

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Out of what was it constructed?

Out of "nothing"

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It doesn't seem to be here anymore, ... but back then ...

Was there ever an I/me ruling this show? Even if it seemed this way? And it might still sometimes do?
A somebody that was in control of the situation?


Yes, Karin! I can give you lots of situations for when the ego was in total control before my awaken state occurred. At that time, I was totally ...

Hi Karin,
Thanks again for your patience with me!
I have given a lot of thought to your responses and..........
Yes, I agree with you I have been giving you very general answers and very little answers about the "I,me" stuff.
To stay focus I will continue to copy your responses, and try to answer ...

1) Was ‘me’/‘myself’ ever a living being that moves, speaks or thinks?

Before we are awake, yes it "appears" that way, however after we awake to the present moment, we realize that we have been in a dream. We have giving complete trust and control to this false illusory self that we created long ...

Thank you Karin, for your patience with me and for taking the time to read all those events from my distant past. I am ready for your final questions!
Thanks again!
Amarti

How much time has passed since you have been pushed over the edge?

It could be months or years I don't recall. Like I said before things have been changing in small increments over time. Small events and big events had pushed me over the edge over time, e.g. two times in the last few years I had ...

After I started reading your books it was like I had finally found that the author of the books for LU is a true and liberated human being that can see clear as day light! My intuition was telling me to follow and observed the interactions taking place between "Ilona" and the individuals ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
We are born free of concepts and ideas. It is through time, parents, environment and society that we develop and create the thought of "self". After the self is deeply rooted within our system we ...