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by ddb
Thu Dec 15, 2011 10:05 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: No one wakes up, Awakening just happens
Replies: 2
Views: 1761

Re: No one wakes up, Awakening just happens

thanks for sharing, touching story. it seems like you have seen some level of truth. do you feel there is more?

Well, first of all, I haven't seen it. I tried looking desperately for it and finally failed.

you haven't seen it - as in, you haven't found any 'self' in control of life?
or you haven ...
by ddb
Sat Nov 19, 2011 10:39 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Intro
Replies: 9
Views: 2860

Re: Intro

cool, i think that you sound pretty clear about this, so i'll try and get the others to confirm you.
in the meantime if you're looking for some more dialogue you can either start another rave here, or have a go on the facebook group -

https://www.facebook.com/groups/241097475942811/

and this group ...
by ddb
Fri Nov 18, 2011 12:07 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Intro
Replies: 9
Views: 2860

Re: Intro

when you say you see the sense of self trying to engage in no-self stuff, what do you mean?
do you just mean you see that where in reality there is really no self, a self sometimes tries to assert itself, to convince you it exists?
accepting the possibility that everything really might have been ...
by ddb
Thu Nov 17, 2011 2:54 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Intro
Replies: 9
Views: 2860

Re: Intro

yeahmmalright ta.
a month or so for me. at a bit of a loss maybe in what i'm supposed to do with what's left (of myself). maybe still working out what actually IS left.
i joined a rosicrucian mail-order group myself about ten years ago, enough to get the introductory booklets, but i never renewed my ...
by ddb
Wed Nov 16, 2011 12:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Intro
Replies: 9
Views: 2860

Re: Intro

hey there.

so how long has it been for you? have there been any confusions in particular that have come up, any old ghosts haunting you from the past of self? do you feel confident, or tentative in this new state? is it really a state for that matter?
what is the strong flow you mention that needs ...
by ddb
Mon Oct 03, 2011 7:29 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: reality of no self // liberation?
Replies: 18
Views: 4957

Re: reality of no self // liberation?

Is realizing the reality of no self equal to liberation?

(speaking as an amateur - wait for a better answer)

liberation is to be free from entanglement in the dynamics of suffering. if you see what self actually is (a mirage) and how it has been believed throughout your life, you must have an ...
by ddb
Sat Oct 01, 2011 11:30 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Steven Norquist
Replies: 4
Views: 4737

Re: Steven Norquist

ddb, hi, friend. Just to remind you: this is NOT a discussion board. If you came to discuss Steven's work - not the right place. Please join our Facebook group Enlightenment NOW where we discuss and debate and make friendships and so on. Here - focus ONLY on liberation from the illusion of self ...
by ddb
Thu Sep 29, 2011 11:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Steven Norquist
Replies: 4
Views: 4737

Re: Steven Norquist

Knick, this is not about remininding yourself that. Reminding you that is just changing a belief for another ...

that distinction's really important, it will change your life if you let it.
it will change 'your life' to life.

the haunted universe was cool though.
now try and forget everything ...
by ddb
Wed Sep 28, 2011 5:22 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

(i've always wanted to know what the children's book is going to be to explain this to kids in the future. something like 'billy has two dads, but no self'.)

hey little girl, come over here for a minute.
do you like lollipops?
when i refer to myself, as a self, me or I, i am making a simple word ...
by ddb
Tue Sep 27, 2011 8:43 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

yeah, i've been having a few thoughts on that one.
short answer - yes, yes i do.
examining it here and now is a bit hard because it has disappeared (hence 'liberation' i guess). it may come back, but it'll be like an over the top drag-queen; easy to spot the fake.
it's just a mistake really, that ...
by ddb
Mon Sep 26, 2011 1:06 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

haha, a sled.
"rosebud!"

thanks, just what i feel the need for - knowing this for sure.
the experience has at times been a little denser or sadder today - self in its action that is - but it's like watching a slow-motion freak show. something is staring at this 'me' and its little ways, just not ...
by ddb
Sun Sep 25, 2011 9:31 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

okay, i want to get this baby nailed to the floor.
(eugh, i mean, well...)

am feeling slightly frazzled with this. it's ordinariness is almost frightening. mundane and powerful. like an earthquake.
(or, whatever, i don't know).
i felt a slight need to go all christian-mystic and say that the things ...
by ddb
Sun Sep 25, 2011 1:27 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

this verse, from this song, from i see a darkness, by bonnie prince billy, seems to work right now;



I've been to a minor place
and I can say I like its face
if I am gone and with no trace
I will be in a minor place
by ddb
Sun Sep 25, 2011 1:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

shit. i almost feel embarrassed now that i seem to have got the trick that is too straight-forward to be called a trick. it's not just a retreat from error, it's a retreat from complication.
yeah, praise makes me blush and cringe a little.
what's the cringing from, whose does it belong to? a 'get ...
by ddb
Sun Sep 25, 2011 2:31 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hey ddm, let's do this..
Replies: 23
Views: 14256

Re: Hey ddm, let's do this..

Exactly. No self is needed, and that's kinda lucky because there isn't one.


this kind of triggers something. the fact that this is happening WITHOUT A SELF, whether i think and feel there's one there or not. there's nothing that the seeing of this is going to change because it's already ...

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