Hi, AM I?My liberation will be something new.
My point of view on life will expand,
I mean, gradually, there will be no fear-based limits for creating new ideas and fullfilling life with them.
There will be life feeled, fully experienced with 'highs and lows'.
Now I feel 'myself', but sometimes I partially understand that this 'nonexistence' could be true,
but this feeling/idea is very foggy.
I have a feeling of my mind pushing me away from looking at 'me', like my mind is blocking the truth inside.
It is connected with my subtle social anxiety, but there is no fear when I 'try' to look at 'myself', my fears are distant for 'me' for seeing them. They are rooted, I grew up with them. So fear is blocking me from seeing the truth, but it is blocking me subconciously, not directly. It's connected with my poor concentration (for example I cannot read one page of some absorbing book... I get easily distracted and get discouraged after 10 pages...)
Again sorry for chaotic thoughts and not perfect english.
first thing, give me your preferred label (name) so that there is a connection as we talk (type)
second thing, do you agree to stay with me until you are 'cooked' ?
third thing, change your signature from "Sorry for not perfect english" to "my version of english can be interesting"