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by vinceschubert
Mon Jun 17, 2019 1:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, I can tell myself the story it is what it is, or that everything will work out, or just surrender, there is a story (I can tell myself) that there is someone (you) telling a story (of acceptance) but what i notice in myself and my husband is a feeling of 'i hate this' 'this is no...
by vinceschubert
Fri Jun 14, 2019 1:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

so change the story change the experience,wish I could do this in my life right now, a lot of thing went wrong this week. How do I change my story of life in America? If the story changed to one of willing acceptance (of everything - including what went wrong) Would things no longer go wrong ? Who ...
by vinceschubert
Thu Jun 13, 2019 1:34 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, I have been trying to observe my action during the day and thoughts, of course i forget a lot. Of course you do. Without a break from mindfulness you would be constantly exhausted. Automatic mode reduces the necessary energy consumption. but, these stories, these emotions, they'r...
by vinceschubert
Fri Jun 07, 2019 2:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, but a lot of the time, though recognized, i still feel stuck in the story The thought jumped out at me that this is because your have very cleverly constructed a story within a story. (Of course you didn't do it. It happened) ..and when you see that (the story within a story), it...
by vinceschubert
Wed May 29, 2019 1:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, so beginning again. Yeah, waking up is rewriting a story. I remember the equanimity and at other times I don't. It seems to be continuous. Yes, it's attention that wanders. (a good thing) Then I criticize myself and call this procrastinating but I guess it’s just life. Yes, just ...
by vinceschubert
Tue May 21, 2019 2:18 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, Sorry for the delay, I don't know where the time goes No worries. Generally speaking it goes quicker if you're having fun. At times I remember the equanimity and at other times I don't. When you remember it, does it then arrive, or is it already present. (or something else) Every...
by vinceschubert
Fri May 17, 2019 2:13 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Hi Diana, i will get back to you tomorrow or the next day. (looking for inspiration)

love & ...

vince
by vinceschubert
Sat Mar 23, 2019 1:05 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, I was happy when I read you say that I am so close. All I can say is I hope so. I flit between moments of being ‘lighter’ and a lot of dread and anxiety. Here's the thing. Do you think that when you are awake that you won't experience the dread and anxiety ? What you are seeking ...
by vinceschubert
Wed Mar 13, 2019 1:12 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana,Oh wow, my heart leapt and the thought arose that you are so close. This happened because there is a change of tone in your post. It is much 'lighter'. (not really the right word) Of course there are the mysteries that are hard to enjoy , the challenging and painful.. This may wel...
by vinceschubert
Mon Mar 04, 2019 11:00 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, Have some Trinis in town this weekend till Wednesday No worries, no hurry. (though, i'll bet that there's a story that says "the sooner the better" (to end this suffering)) I think the actual noticing cannot be described,it’s a mystery. A wonderful mystery really. Yes. So much in...
by vinceschubert
Sat Feb 23, 2019 12:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, what’s it that catches the stories? Who knows ! i certainly don't. If it is a "who" or a what that notices. Language says that there has to be, but is it right ? What do you come up with if you describe what happens when noticing occurs ? Can you locate a feeling in the body (pro...
by vinceschubert
Fri Feb 22, 2019 1:49 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, I went “YAAAAAAY” when I saw you replied!! A big Yay! Ah great. (i went YAAAAAAY when i say how you responded.) Who cares about standards anyway? It’s all in the mind, all a story from conditioning. Yes, so the mind says.. Can you locate a feeling in the body (probably discomfort...
by vinceschubert
Thu Feb 21, 2019 1:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Hey Diana, i'm really sorry about this. i just discovered your last post. When i didn't get an email notification that you had posted, i thought that you hadn't replied. i was just looking for something in the archives (on the forum) when i noticed a notification that you had posted. ..anyway... tha...
by vinceschubert
Fri Feb 01, 2019 10:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good morning Diana, taking it one day at a time. Yet harder to do practically Ha, my story is that this is the nub for you. You hold yourself to such a high, impossible standard that you are certain to fail. Being awake isn't about any finished product. It's much more about having the tools and the ...
by vinceschubert
Thu Jan 31, 2019 1:07 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Ending the constant searching
Replies: 268
Views: 17156

Re: Ending the constant searching

Good evening Diana, i'm really pleased that you are back. (and thanks for the pm) Any direction you think we should go in? Nah, let's just walk and see where our feet take us. If we don't anticipate where we might end up or what we might tread on, if we just pay attention to the sensations from plac...

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