The Gate

and willing to see what can happen.

Hi Neil,

can you share more words on how you came here and what do you expect to happen?

how I came here to this website, I saw this mentioned on another website and figured i would give it a try. about myself I have been on the spiritual path since i was 16, which was twenty years ago, and have practiced many techniques and read many books. Have done a bit of meditaion, mantras, and other various techniques.

what do i expect to happen, I dont know what I expect to happen, what do I want to happen, the peace of God in my heart.

Ok, Neil. Thank you for introduction.
I don't know if you have already browsed a bit through to see if this resonates with you.

Here are some rules how it works.
You get questions than look deeply in actual experience and answer when ready with 100% honesty; Fully and clearly as possible.
And I asked you for the expectations, because it is best to leave it aside for now.

If this will be ok for you, we can start.

Stay well

I have looked around a bit and the site poits towards what one particular guru i listen to, Mooji, points towards. that neil is an illusion so I am open to exploring that and will leave expectation behind

Ok, we leave also all gurus aside and concentrate on our fist hand experience here.

If I say that you don’t exist in any way of form,
that you is just a thought, an imaginary character, what comes up?

for the first few moments nothing came up, then, reading your line of "just an imaginary character" an imaginary character is real, it exists even if only imaginary

Hi Neil,

Yes, it exist in imagination with its story. Like movie, or book character, or Santa Claus. But not in reality, in direct experience, here and now.
Real is what exists even when you don't believe in it, don't think about it.

Can you describe your actual experience now, how it looks like? What is going on there?

I am here

Hey Neil,
are you still here?