In need of a guide

[Brendo]

Hi Brendo

Do you see clearly that "you", "I", a separate self is a web of thoughts, a thought adding to another thought, thoughts giving sense to a thought "I". Tought on thought, a web of thoughts ?

Have you seen clearly that there is no separate self in any shape or form, it never was, it will never be ? Elaborate your answer, give a long answer about what is going on, the feelings, ...

Warissem

Its clear. There is no me. It cant be found. None of the 5 senses can locate "me". There is nothing that cant be labeled "me" in experience. The only thing that creates the illusion of there being a "me" are the thoughts about "i" and then the thoughts about those thoughts about those thoughts. Its a never ending chain of thoughts and the original "i" thought that was only able to be sustained through language and thoughts about "i". But when looking, there isnt anything there that can be located as "i". Sensations, yes, thoughts, yes, actions, yes, but no "i" other than in thought and language which is only thought and language it isnt a "me". Things are happening, on their own, nobody doing. The glue that has held together this whole "i" illusion is the thought "i" and the labeling of actions or thoughts and "mine" or "me". But its only a label and a false ownership over things that just happen and arent in anybody's control. There is nobody!! Thats the funny thing. Life happening everywhere. Thats all there is!! Hearing happening, seeing happening, typing happening, thinking happening, walking happening.... No doing of any of those. Just life life-ing!! Thats all there is to say about it!!

[warissem]

Hi Brendo

Fine. You wait some days for confirmation.

Best wishes

Warissem

[warissem]

Hi Brendo

A question from a guide :

" I woke up the next day and everything was different but everything was the same. There was a weight lifted, feeling of flow, peace. It was so subtle but also very noticeable. It was like that for many days even over a week maybe. I didnt feel any urge to keep seeking. It ended. There was just an ease to everything. Then eventually, things started to go back to "normal" and the seeking came back and doubts about the experience started to creep in. "

This is what you wrote December 31st. There was a direct experienc of no self which vanished. This can happen yo-yo ing can go on for a longer time, but did you find back to really seeing that there is no self as manager of life, or do you rely in your last answer on memory?

Warissem

[Brendo]

Hi Brendo

A question from a guide :

" I woke up the next day and everything was different but everything was the same. There was a weight lifted, feeling of flow, peace. It was so subtle but also very noticeable. It was like that for many days even over a week maybe. I didnt feel any urge to keep seeking. It ended. There was just an ease to everything. Then eventually, things started to go back to "normal" and the seeking came back and doubts about the experience started to creep in. "

This is what you wrote December 31st. There was a direct experienc of no self which vanished. This can happen yo-yo ing can go on for a longer time, but did you find back to really seeing that there is no self as manager of life, or do you rely in your last answer on memory?

Warissem

The experience ended, but the knowing is there. If that makes sense>?