The Gate

Wonderful!

Yes, there is no evidence, this is what the word sky point to is not here for you, is it clear now?

Yes

So, the sky is not here to punish you? :)

Notice, for a whole day, even two days - Is there anything that appears especially for you?

L.

Hi Lubo!

I hope you are doing good.

Thanks a lot for your response.

So, the sky is not here to punish you? :)

The sky just is.

Notice, for a whole day, even two days - Is there anything that appears especially for you?

No. Everything just is. Everything just appears & disappears.

Waiting for your response.

Thanks

Regards

Jawad

Hi Jawad,

So, the sky is not here to punish you? :)

The sky just is

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Yes, is there a self in the sky?
Does the sky depend from someone to appear?

Notice, for a whole day, even two days - Is there anything that appears especially for you?

No. Everything just is. Everything just appears & disappears.

Yes, exactly! There is no self anywhere.
Notice in the same way movements of the body and feelings?

Love
lubo

Hi Lubo!

I hope you are doing good.

Thanks a lot for your response.

Yes, is there a self in the sky?

No

Does the sky depend on someone to appear?

No

Notice in the same way movements of the body and feelings?

There is no one behind the Movement of the body & feelings.

Waiting for your response.

Thanks

Regards

Jawad

Hi Jawad,

Notice in the same way movements of the body and feelings?

There is no one behind the Movement of the body & feelings.

Yes. Everything is.
Is there separation like I am this or that?
Is there a centre which is an I or no-I ?

Love
Lubo

Hi Lubo!

I hope you are doing good.

Thanks a lot for your response.

Is there separation like I am this or that?

No

Is there a center that is an I or no-I ?

No. There is not a center that is an I or no-I.

Waiting for your response.

Thanks

Regards

Jawad

Hi Jawad,

Waiting for your response.

For what are you responsible for?

For what are you responsible for?

"I" am not responsible for anything because "I" is just a thought that is pointing toward a bundle of thoughts about that "I".

Hi Jawad,

What is different from before you start this investigation and now?
How does it feel in every day life?

Love
lubo

What is different from before you start this investigation and now?

Everything is different. Nothing is the same & constant.

How does it feel in everyday life?

Here is no one to feel anything. No Everyday life. Here is only Now. All kinds of thoughts & feelings appear & disappear after some time, exactly the same way it was used to happen earlier. But there is no one behind them. Feelings just are.

Everything just is. Totally still & silent. Even Sounds, Voices, Notices, thoughts are also totally silent. It seems that things appear then things just are doing nothing totally silent & then after some time disappear. But on closer look, Nothing appears & disappears. Nothing is happening.

It's totally still, silent, empty, nothing.

Hi Jawad,
Thanks for the replay.

I understand that you finish this investigation. Can you explain in details the exact moment and what happens, what is realised?
How that feels?

I am here because I want help, I need answers to many questions. I need clarity and want to get rid of all kinds of confusion. I want to remain constantly liberated from all kinds of suffering. I need your guidance.

Did you find what were you looking for in the forum?

l.

Hi Lubo,

Thanks for your reply.

I understand that you finish this investigation. Can you explain in detail the exact moment and what happens, what is realized?

This exact moment: seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling, thinking, that consists of colors, sounds, sensations, thoughts.

Here is a realization that there is not a separate self anywhere. Only what is. Separate Self is just a belief in a few thoughts gathered through cultural conditioning.

How does that feel?

All kinds of feelings just appear, change & disappear according to the circumstances but there is no one behind these feelings.

Did "you" find what was "you" looking for in the forum?

There never was a "You" separate self. "you" can not find anything because "you" is just a thought. And a thought can not do anything. Thought just appear & disappear. It was not a "you" who was looking for any answers. There were just questions but there never was a "questioner" behind those questions.

Jawad

Hi Jawad,
Perfect! Thanks.

At the beginning of our conversation you had many questions.
I wonder how you would respond to them now:
1. Who am I?
2. What is God?
3. Where is God?
4. What is real & unreal?
5. What is life?
6. Why this life?
7. What is birth & death?
8. Who should I worship?
9. Is worshiping a God necessary?
10. Is there an afterlife?
11. What about hell & heaven?
12. What about Judgement day?
13. How do I become free from all kinds of fears?
14. How do I get rid of emotional & psychological suffering?
15. How do I get ultimate & absolute freedom?
16. How do I see the Truth completely?
17. How do I get free from the fear of my death?
18. Will I be judged & punished accordingly in the afterlife?
19. How do I get rid of the Ego?
20. How do I "Die before I die"?

much Love
Lubo

Hi Lubo,
Most Welcome.

1. Who am I?

"I" is just a thought pointing toward a bundle of thoughts that is the result of many years of conditioning accumulated through the environment. There is no separate self behind this thought. There is only One Whole Life and everything including this thought "I" is appearing & disappearing in this One Whole Life.

This question is just a thought & result of the above assumption. And there is no one behind this assumption.

"I am" is just a thought, appearing & disappearing just now from nothingness.

2. What is God?

"God" is a word of the English Language. "God" is a concept. "God" is a thought. "God" is a belief, accumulated from the environment.

3. Where is God?

Nowhere. The word "God" is just in the thought "Where is God?" that just appeared from Nowhere and disappeared.

4. What is real & unreal?

"What is" is Real. Everything else is unreal.

5. What is life?

"What is" is Life.

6. Why this life?

Life is due to itself.

7. What is birth & death?

"Birth" & "Death" are words of the English Language. Just concepts. Just thoughts. Just a belief, accumulated from the environment.

8. Who should I worship?

To worship, the thought "I" will have to stay & remain constantly visible but "I," thought just appears and disappear Instantly. Even if the thought "I" manage to remain constant it can not worship because thought itself can not do anything. Thought just is.

There should be an existence of a Separate Self & a Separate God to make the worshipping happen. But upon looking it's clear that there is Only One Whole Life. There is not a Separate Self.

9. Is worshiping a God necessary?

Yes, It's necessary to worship a God If you can find "yourself" as a separate self and find a Separate God who has forced you directly to Worship him, or otherwise he will torture you.

10. Is there an afterlife?

After or Before are just concepts, words, thoughts based on the belief in Time. There is no past & Future. Time, Past & Future are also concepts & thoughts. There is only One Whole Complete Eternal Now/Life.

11. What about hell & heaven?

Learned/Conditioned thoughts, Concepts, words.

12. What about Judgement day?

Learned/Conditioned thought, Concept, word, belief. There are no days.

13. How do I become free from all kinds of fears?

"I" can never be free from all kinds of fear because there never was an "I" (Separate Self) in the first place. Freedom from the illusion of fear is possible by knowing the actuality/reality of the "I" separate self that it is just a thought and there never was a separate self behind this thought.

14. How do I get rid of emotional & psychological suffering?

By knowing that there never was an "I" Separate Self in the first place.

15. How do I get ultimate & absolute freedom?

To enjoy the ultimate & absolute freedom there should be a Separate Self. But upon looking it's clearly seen that there is not anyone to enjoy this.

16. How do I see the Truth completely?

"I" is just a thought. And thought does not have eyes. Eyes are required to see something. So the thought "I" can not see the truth because the thought "I" do not have eyes.

17. How do I get free from the fear of my death?

The thought "I" do not have any fear of anything. It just appears as it is and then disappears.

18. Will I be judged & punished accordingly in the afterlife?

"I" is just a word of the English language. A tool of communication. The tool is never responsible for anything. The knife itself is not responsible for cutting anything. Why the tool will get punishment? So that's why "I" thought is a tool and never will be punished for anything.

19. How do I get rid of the Ego?

The thought "I" is the Ego itself. It can not get rid of itself. It just appears & disappears automatically.

20. How do I "Die before I die"?

To die there should be birth & existence of a separate self but upon looking it's clear that there is not a separate self who got born and exists.

Much Love
Jawad

Hi dear Jawad,
I am enjoying your replies very much :)
Reading your answers to your question brings a lot of fun , relief and love here, thank you!
I sent your answers to the other guides to see if I missed something. And they confirmed that it was seen through the illusion. So, the case named Jawad is officially closed! :)
Welcome home! You will receive an email from admin and your name in the forum will turn blue.

And of course this is just a beginning. There is a constant revelation. There is no end point.
I feel that next revelation will be here:

14. How do I get rid of emotional & psychological suffering?
By knowing that there never was an "I" Separate Self in the first place.

It is so beautiful to find that all suffering is just a projection of stories and concepts.
The invitation is to meet all fears, shame, guilt...all projection that are coming from the stories and to find
- What is really here that appear and what is thoughts projection ?
- Is there someone who is in trouble?
This is not a work for an hour, projections are coming like waves, just meet every wave with curiosity when it appears, notice the story and protective mechanism which is coming.
with every wave it will be easier :)
I am here for you and you can write me every time.

Much love
lubo