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Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 5:25 pm
by jeffdilbeck
Another guide suggested these questions:

What did you experience at the moment you awoke?

Describe your experience in the hours and days following awakening.

Sorry for the extra questions here, we have a strict confirmation process before aftercare.

Please explain is detail.

:)

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 6:58 pm
by cummins55
I didn't have a MOMENT. I recognized what was being pointed at. IF I awoke it was here in this process and it was quiet. happy. I saw the seperation of my mind, all tangled up in the labels, from the "I" that simply watches. Then when you said how we're all the one life, I saw everyone as living one life. That made me really look at people in their eyes, looking for who they really are, and I recognize them!
So I feel good. I didn't have a burst of energy and awoke and everything sang to them. THAT is what I been chasing. All those dramatic awakening moments I read about. That didn't happen. My Ego would have loved to tell the tale. I don't talk about it, there's no need. It's been very simple. I see things differently. A couple of days ago I looked at myself in the mirror and I did'nt recognize who was starring back, for a moment. I'm more genuine with people. I don't have to perform anymore. I'm surrendered. Nature is just alive to me! The trees and sky are so energetic! Since I started this I was given the instructions not to read or watch anything spiritual until the process is done. That's been an easy transition. There are no more spiritual rituals. This is the spiritual ritual. Sitting in my room with family around doing mundane things. Chopping wood and carrying water. ;D I don't know what I'm ready for. But I'm ready

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 7:09 pm
by jeffdilbeck
Is there an I who simply watches?

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 7:33 pm
by cummins55
The "I" who simply, quietly watches. Yes

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 7:53 pm
by jeffdilbeck
In reality, is there a difference between seeing and the one which sees? Is attention an "I" when it goes where it goes?

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 8:08 pm
by cummins55
Really Seeing is an internal knowing. Really hearing is an internal knowing. "I" is the flow of energy. "I" listens and knows. The "I" is the source connected to The Life. It is The Life, the source. The one who sees, is a vessel for the "I". When the "I" goes it is life. Connected to All.

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 8:23 pm
by jeffdilbeck
:-D

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 10:33 pm
by jeffdilbeck
Hey,

I've heard it said that the Buddha has no feet, and a good teaching leaves with no legs to stand on. :)

One of my peers had another question, and thank you for your lovely patience.



What is the difference between the "I which is the source" and "the life"?

<3

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 11:19 pm
by cummins55
There is no difference. It's one. Life is the source we are the life the source. We tap in. It's the universe in us all. The "All" is us. Life, Source, All is us as us.
I like the Buddha story with nothing to stand on, I completely get that and I'm exilerated by it. I have nothing to stand on and it's liberating.

No patience is required here. This is awesome!!

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2012 2:20 pm
by jeffdilbeck
Hey!

Is the experience or seeing stored in a you?

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2012 4:32 pm
by cummins55
Hi,
Yes it is. Everything is stored in me to be experienced. If I have not experienced them fully they remain alive in me until I do. I have followed Scott Kiloby's Living Realization modality to know that's true.
Is "Seeing" stored in me? Like awakening? I can tap into it there. Which I do my best, expecially when that puffed up feeling arises.
Is looking at things stored in me? Yes, this vessel carries every experience it has had. It's what has "labeled" me.

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2012 10:17 pm
by jeffdilbeck
So there's a you?

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Tue Oct 23, 2012 10:45 pm
by cummins55
It is all one life. The extension of the life in this vessel is labeled linda. I am everything

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2012 1:53 pm
by jeffdilbeck
Are you everything? Can you tell me more about this? Don't tell me what others have told you. Tell me what is felt.

Re: I can't quite get "there"

Posted: Wed Oct 24, 2012 4:44 pm
by jeffdilbeck
I sent you a pm also. :)