Re: Awakent
Posted: Fri Apr 10, 2020 12:30 am
In the past, I didnt diguest all of the
questions at first. I would just copy
and paste. I then would take them
one at a time..in desending order.
Because of this, I often answered
some of the remaining questions
before I had gotten to them.
This time is different, I have read
all of the questions. Before I answer
I would like to state something that
is contrary to what I have always
heard/read. With me, I "feel" that there is a witness...That witness
is "AWARENESS". It watches all
that passes.
1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, and there was never one. Only
the thought of one.
2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it ufully as you see it now.
All I can say is that my perspective
was in the foreground, instead of
the background, where I reside.
3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.
Its a relief, a relaxing. A soft "WOW"
but still a "WOW". A kind of a pop.
4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?
I really dont know. I have slept more
peacefully...and woke up the other
morning, with this clarity. Contemplating it as I layed in bed.
5) Can you talk about decision, intention, free will, choice and control? What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.
None of those exist, but I still have to function in daily life, so there is still a "feeling" of responsibility,
especially to my loved ones.
6) Anything to add?
questions at first. I would just copy
and paste. I then would take them
one at a time..in desending order.
Because of this, I often answered
some of the remaining questions
before I had gotten to them.
This time is different, I have read
all of the questions. Before I answer
I would like to state something that
is contrary to what I have always
heard/read. With me, I "feel" that there is a witness...That witness
is "AWARENESS". It watches all
that passes.
1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, and there was never one. Only
the thought of one.
2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it ufully as you see it now.
All I can say is that my perspective
was in the foreground, instead of
the background, where I reside.
3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.
Its a relief, a relaxing. A soft "WOW"
but still a "WOW". A kind of a pop.
4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?
I really dont know. I have slept more
peacefully...and woke up the other
morning, with this clarity. Contemplating it as I layed in bed.
5) Can you talk about decision, intention, free will, choice and control? What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.
None of those exist, but I still have to function in daily life, so there is still a "feeling" of responsibility,
especially to my loved ones.
6) Anything to add?