Freedom

[Bananafish]

No. :)

I'm asking what awareness is when you don't think about awareness.

[Katydidnext]

It is still awareness

[Bananafish]

That is after you gave it the label "awareness,"
which is thinking about it.


What is it, when you don't think about it?

[Katydidnext]

I was going to say consciousness - but that also is a label - but if we are alive then we are conscious whether we are thinking or not.
Brfore I give it a label - it is a sense of openness/spaciousness

[Bananafish]

Hi. :)

Who is the one that is aware of that spaciousness?

[Katydidnext]

There is no-one, it is just spaciousness or emptiness

[Bananafish]

Hi. :)


What does each of the below point to?

awareness, spaciousness, emptiness, openness

[Katydidnext]

Hi,
Spaciousness, awareness, openness and emptiness all point to what is happening in that very moment - reflecting what is
It just is happening!

[Bananafish]

Thank you. :)

How does your everyday life feel
now? Does it differ from before we started
our conversation here?

Does any doubt come up regarding
the issues we covered here?

[Katydidnext]

Hi,

I don't have any doubt about what we have discussed here. I have found things out based on my own experience. There was a belief that what I called awareness was something and I can see that I was attached to that belief and that a subtle sense of self was included with that. I can see that what I called awareness/consciousness is also empty and these are labels added to the experience. Thanks for pointing that out to me.

I feel different. There is a sense of greater spaciousness and seamlessness. Also peacefulness. Things will unfold, things will happen in a natural way. I don't have to decide anything, plan or worry. I will simply respond in each situation. I am not so invested in the outcome - there isn't an outcome just a process.
There seems to be a greater clarity and objectivity in seeing life unfold. There is a beauty in this and a sense of rightness or naturalness.
Thanks for your help. I very much appreciate it.
Katy

[Bananafish]

Hi Katy. :)


There are no more questions for you.
Congratulations on your journey home!


I'll send you a private message, so please have a look.


Thank you for sharing your journey with me, it's been sheer joy
to guide you through this.


Bananafish

[Katydidnext]

Hello Bananafish,
Hoping that you are well.
You said you were going to send another communication?
warm wishes
Katy

[Bananafish]

Hi Katy. :)

Good to hear from you again!
I intended to send you a message, but somehow it was left unsent.

How is life?

[Katydidnext]

Hello Bananafish,
Ok. Life is very good - a kind of unfolding and I am watching the habits play out without the sense of a centre. I am experiencing more directly and with more sensitivity which is painful and joyful.
warm wishes
Katy