It is no longer real. It never was and never is. It is a thought in itself and a concept that I have been attached into my whole life. But just as a baby just is and has no concept of itself or ownership or creating things...everything just happens. I am not the mover or the decider or the breather or the doer.What is self for you now compared from where we started?
No. It is a thought upon a thought upon a thought...etc. Erin does not exist...but only in thought and emotion.Was there ever any self?
Looking at the concept of "I" as a label. And looking at the thought of the superego was one of the big shifts as well. I had gone all the way to that place of being the observer but I had never moved one step further.What made you shift?
Will itself can only come from a believed in self. It is as much a thought as the concept of "I". It exists only in the illusion of self. I still don't understand how everything moves and everything seems to have patterns....but from the place I am now, I believe those patterns are thoughts as well.Can you say something about free will?

