MUCH GRATITUDE FOR GUIDANCE

[open space]

Beautiful David,

wow no time wasted...time? what a thought:)
will share this with guides to see if any further questions and return here
to let you know.

gratitude,
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[dws777]

Thank you, thank you...

[open space]

Hi David,

just a few clarifications from other guides:

1) **with regards to your answer in question no.1....is there a belief that the 'thought form' I is a real thing?

2)

open space wrote:
How does it feel to see thru the illusion of separate self? Describe in detail.



3.)There is nobody to see through the illusion of self so a real discription is impossible...the thoughts that arise are relief/this is it??/no shit/.There is also the idea that there is less attachment to thought,less stickiness.Oneness also seems to arise as do the thoughts that bring the self back in the picture...more acceptance of what is.

**a guide has asked from the above question #3 to add more detail of what impact and experience of seeing thru the separate self has had there ...how has it specifically impacted "your" life; what does it feel like to experience this seeing?

thanks for taking the time to bring some more detail in seeing thru here...
will pass them on and come back again here,
gratitude,
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[dws777]

Hi Colleen,

1) **with regards to your answer in question no.1....is there a belief that the 'thought form' I is a real thing?

The question asked does the "I" exsist is any way, shape, or form so the answer was interpreting the literal question.The "I" appears in thought form.Does this make it real?Absolutely not.Just a thought.It appears in thought yet in reality it does not exsist.Thoughts are real but thier content may or may not be.In the case of the "I" there is no basis in reality.DE clearly shows this.

**a guide has asked from the above question #3 to add more detail of what impact and experience of seeing thru the separate self has had there ...how has it specifically impacted "your" life; what does it feel like to experience this seeing?

The" true" answer to the question is that it hasn't impacted my life at all.Life will flow it's merry way regardless..seeing doesn't really change anything although changes appear to happen....that being said the question is understood...one huge apparent "impact" would be the halt of searching.Prior to "seeing" almost every waking hour was in search of...now there is a realization that everything is here right NOW.All there is is the flow of LIFE.There's no need to find anything because it's always been here.All the mysteries are still there but the attachment to gain knowledge (what ever that is) is no more.Exploration will probably still continue out of amusement and curiousity but that is still unknown....There is also a sense that "I" know NOTHING and that feels good...there is a sense of "this is a new beginning" although in reality a continuation is more accurate....there is a sense of being an actor in an incredible story and being in awe of it all...the depth and complexity is amazing..no "words" can do it justice!....anxiety levels are way down although thoughts still arise that trigger it....being able to accept it and let it pass ....experiencing more accutely in the moment...music in particular seems to sink in more deeply for example...most importantly a deep sense of it's all about LOVE ...the interconnectedness...the oneness....even with all this being said the "Life of David" hasn't really changed much.

Sending Love to all,
David

A deep THANKS to all involved!

[open space]

thanks David,

appreciate sharing the details here so we can join u with the use of language "here" and yes

no "words" can do it justice!

even with all this being said the "Life of David" hasn't really changed much.

yes it goes on and it always has without "U".... clarifying, is there freedom there from it being about "you"?
is there anymore need to even look for this "I", is the experience felt as not there? (even when it thinks it is:)

meet u here,
gratitude,
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[dws777]

Hello Coll,

yes it goes on and it always has without "U".... clarifying, is there freedom there from it being about "you"?
is there anymore need to even look for this "I", is the experience felt as not there? (even when it thinks it is:)

Get ready for one big fat thought........story.......whatever??.....Alota "I"s to come(only language)/getting tired of thinking about how to alter language to prove to myself I get it...like there's actually a self to prove anything to...it served it's purpose and it's now time to go.....THERE IS NO I..(enough said already)....MAJOR BREAKTHROUGH !....I can start to pray again..I think I took the oath of no spiritual practice a little too far....Until about 2 years ago prayer
meant asking for something, or wanting to change something....Prayer has become ALL about feeling a deep sense of gratitude for the miracle of Life...what ever it brings..A real sense of communion with God/Life...really listening from within so to speak...The missing link has been my closed heart...time to let Life flow freely...time to plug back in!...IT"S ALL ABOUT GRATITUDE!!!...I can feel FREEDOM arrive as those thoughts arise....YEA!.....anyway...I"m going to take a few days and see how it goes....I'll be in touch....you knew just what to say at just the right time...cann't thank you enough!!!...REALLY...

Peace be with you,
David

[open space]

Hi David!

THERE IS NO I..(enough said already)....MAJOR BREAKTHROUGH !....

seems a hidden dam broke so to speak?....
like a living absence has woke up?.

like there's actually a self to prove anything to

yes, no one to "prove" anything to, what a relief!.

.Until about 2 years ago prayer
meant asking for something, or wanting to change something....Prayer has become ALL about feeling a deep sense of gratitude for the miracle of Life...what ever it brings..A real sense of communion with God/Life.

yes, prayer for a "me" vs. for the gratitude of life living this....beautiful.

meet you here again,
in gratitude as well,
Coll

[open space]

Hi David,

checking in here.

You have been confirmed by LU guides from your answers.

how has the reflection these few days been going?

sending love,
Coll

[dws777]

Hey there Coll,

Just when the I was lost so was" dws777". I've been reactivated....Yea!!!...Been trying to write for the last hour but all the action has been distracting...The Earth shattering snore of "Sully"(the Newfoundland)..."Cleo" the Beagle crashed out next to me on the couch snoring in a more dignified manner...the beautiful sight of "Sunny" and "Reo" (the Nanday Conure and Sun Conure)...appreciating thier mind blowing skills of opening various seeds and nuts ...listening to the foot steps of "Sonic" the Bengal chasing "Seismic" the abysinian....really enjoying my "label machine".... resting in the AWE of it All....anyway....it's good to be back for this one last post!!...As usuall words cann't really express the feelings but simply THANKS for everything!!

With MUCH GRATITUDE,
David

[open space]

Hey David,

love you are back, who can leave:)?
yes a wonderful labeling machine that creates it all and it is incredible to "rest in the AWE of it all".

welcome thru the gateless gate that there was never ever really "anyone" there to pass.

will send you a PM invite to the FB groups to play with others here,
much love in sharing in this,
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