Seeking Awakening

[Scaussie81]

So it all just happens Lubo there’s no I to refer to because everything would happen with or without the I?

[Lubo]

What a freedom :)
isn't it?

Love,
Lubo

[Scaussie81]

The problem is the mind sees all this and acknowledges it as true but the I can’t be seen through at a deeper level which is very frustrating!
Appreciate your help

[Lubo]

We are looking that " I doesn't exist, but not that "I do not exist"
Just look left and then right
and then notice that you don't know what you are?
And this is it,
to see through the idea that there isn't a persona,
that you are not this name and this form/body?
Sounds easy , right?

Notice if there are expectations how seeing trough the idea of me persona should looks like?
to become something else - angel, awareness or consciousness...
We are God , we no need to become something.
So much love to you,
Lubo

[Scaussie81]

Hi Lubo trying to focus on awareness and this seems to help think I just need to stick at it!
Thanks

[Lubo]

I give you very simple pointer
Just notice that you don't know what you are?

Hi Lubo trying to focus on awareness and this seems to help think I just need to stick at it!

Who is trying to focus?, Notice the idea that you should become something?
or to arrive somewhere?, or to achieve an experience?
But you are here to question- Are you what you are imagining you are?
Is that points that you should become something?
or to notice that you can stop pretending to be persona?
Look around, look the body, the sky - do you know what you are?
Answer from looking something like " I clearly SEE that I am not what I imagine..." or whatever you SEE

Love,
Lubo

[Scaussie81]

So everything I think is a self is not really there it’s just a concept belief sensation?
Thanks for your support

[Lubo]

So everything I think is a self is not really there it’s just a concept belief sensation?

Yes. You are the only one here!.
Walk with me step by step:
1.Notice the body - I am this- form, this sensations - allow this for to be this form, this sensations to be this sensations -
2. I am the worry about the feature - allow this to be what it is, your enjoymant, your favorite game - why you should be the worry about the feature ? :)
3. Worry about death and suffering - why you should be that?

Notice we are nit trying to fix anything but to find what you are
Now notice everything which is in the room - tabel, chear, walls...
in the same way - body form, body sensations, thoughts, stories, emotions...
Are you that?
Notice that ilusion "I am persona is conected with "I am body, form, I am, sensations, I am thoughts...I am what is found - but this is a story connected with what is found, what is here.
Now check can you find yourself in anything which is found?
Don't go in thought - really check!
and answer
"When I finally see what is here, I found that I am...(what you can find about yourself)

Love,
Lubo

[Scaussie81]

Really looking like you say and it’s helping I just have to keep doing it!

[Lubo]

Feel the freedom to not be imagined me/persona

[Scaussie81]

Thanks for your help Lubo. I’m going to take a little time out to consider all you’ve taught me. Getting a bit too frustrated with the whole process so I need to unplug and take stock. Appreciate your time and all you do on here.

[Lubo]

do you want another guide?

The process has already begun. no one promised you it would be pleasant.

Notice the frustration - beautiful Gate - what do you do precisely to become frustrated?
Is there a doer creating frustration?
Notice the juiciness of this powerful energy/experience?

Love to you,
Lubo

[Scaussie81]

No thanks I just need to switch off. I’m seeking to much which is frustrating me and it is not helping. Going to just focus on different things at the moment. Again I appreciate all your help.

[Lubo]

I hear you!
I understand that you do not want to speak about self and no self.
Do you want to keep our connection?
As a friend.
When frustration appear here,
it's like a pressure cooker. there is nowhere for the energy to go.
I release it by giving the suppressed part space to release.
This may help you to free the sistem:
Look
What is behind the frustration?
What does this part wants?
, let it speak, give it space
what does this part have to say?

You are not alone ,
Love
Lubo