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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Wed Dec 06, 2023 7:07 pm

Yes I do. Without sensations what is left is nothingness though. It's just empty
If there is 'awareness' of nothingness/emptiness, that is often a subtle image of nothing with very subtle sensations.

True nothingness means absolutely nothing. So if there are no sensations and there is nothingness, that's often a subtle thought that is trying to create something.

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Nikinutter » Wed Dec 06, 2023 7:12 pm

True nothingness means absolutely nothing. So if there are no sensations and there is nothingness, that's often a subtle thought that is trying to create something.
Yes! Emptiness is just that, empty. It can't be talked about, it just is. The only way to talk about emptiness is to put words to it, so I guess I'm just left feeling very confused.
Thank you for your patience with all this thinking out loud.
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When we look for the “I” we awaken.
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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Wed Dec 06, 2023 8:04 pm

Yes! Emptiness is just that, empty. It can't be talked about, it just is. The only way to talk about emptiness is to put words to it, so I guess I'm just left feeling very confused.
Thank you for your patience with all this thinking out loud.
No problem. I am enjoying the conversation :)

So experiencing happens through the physical senses + thought. If there is experience, one or more of those are present.

For example, when there is sensation, is there just sensation, or is there sensation + awareness of it? Are there two things?

And emptiness itself is a label. I'm saying a lot of what you probably already know, but maybe something makes sense somewhere here.

If I close my eyes and feel expansive and like there's nothing, that happens through sensations.

Emptiness in the buddhist sense simply means that something is empty of self-nature. And no-thingness means that things are dependent. Just like a school is a thing that doesn't exist. It is empty of school-essence.

Let's explore something from a few posts ago:
The word body is a label used to describe what is seen and interacts with it's environment through its senses. The direct experience is only an energetic sensation.
Does the body have senses? If you close your eyes, do you see the body without thought?

Is this also a language problem since you mention that the direct experience is only sensation or the senses experienced?

If so, does the body interact with an environment? Is there environment and body - two things?

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Nikinutter » Wed Dec 06, 2023 9:18 pm

For example, when there is sensation, is there just sensation, or is there sensation + awareness of it? Are there two things?
No they are not two things.
Does the body have senses? If you close your eyes, do you see the body without thought?
No the body can't not have senses as there is no seeing it without thoughts if the eyes are closed
Is this also a language problem since you mention that the direct experience is only sensation or the senses experienced?
No, it's not a language problem. I can see that, it's still an identification problem, there is glimpses of letting go but something keeps drawing me back.
If so, does the body interact with an environment? Is there environment and body - two things?
No the body does not interact with the environment anymore than the environment interacts with the body. That thought doesn't even make sense. That would mean there is subject object and there is not. My dogs don't interact with my body anymore than I interact with theirs.
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When we look for the “I” we awaken.
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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Wed Dec 06, 2023 9:31 pm

Alright, so going back to the initial questions the two other guides asked (and feel free to repeat your answers as I want to collect them into one post to help other guides). Also try to answer with at least one sentence so each answer isn't just "no" or "yes".

What does the word body point to in direct experience?

Are 'you' separate from life?

Is there a boundary between inside and outside?

What is a body?

Is there a body and life -- two things?

What is awareness in direct experience?

Is the body a container for awareness?

Is there a boundary between the body and clothes?

Does the body move independent of life or is it one whole?

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Nikinutter » Thu Dec 07, 2023 7:30 am

What does the word body point to in direct experience?
The word body points to a place where forms of direct experience feel like they arise from. Such as the feeling of fingers typing these words on the cell phone and a brain forming the thoughts being typed.
Are 'you' separate from life?
No there is no me to be separate from life. There truly is no me in any way, shape or form, there never was which is so incredibly obvious now, it has before but it comes and goes. Something shifted though.
Is there a boundary between inside and outside?
No there is no boundary between inside and outside, it all just is as it is.
What is a body?
Exploring this was amazing! What is a body? Bones, skin, organs, eyes, cells, nervous tissue, hair? Just like there's is no tree, no house, no school. You can tease apart each of them to their atoms and quarks and still it can't be found. How much further can it all be broken down? It just dissolves. Their is no body, it's just a label.
Is there a body and life -- two things?
There is not a body and life, that would point to a subject and object relationship. There is just living.
What is awareness in direct experience?
Awareness in direct experience is just thought, when the one who is seemingly aware is looked for there is no thing to be found.
Is the body a container for awareness?
There is no body or no thing aware so thinking of it as a container is just a thought. Feeling like it's a container is just identification.
Is there a boundary between the body and clothes?
There is no body or clothes, these are just labels to put to what is seen and felt. When it is all broken down there is no boundary to be found and boundary dissolves.
Does the body move independent of life or is it one whole?
No, the body does not move independent of life it is one whole. Legs move, eyes see, heart pumps, brain thinks, air is breathed. It all just happens and flows.
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When we look for the “I” we awaken.
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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Thu Dec 07, 2023 10:51 am

Thank you very much.

The two guides were happy with the answers. They didn't have more questions.

Now we're waiting to see if anyone else has anything.

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Nikinutter » Fri Dec 08, 2023 6:18 am

Thank you! I really appreciate your you've. It's truly amazing how the last couple days of guiding by you has bought so much more clarity 😊
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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Fri Dec 08, 2023 8:54 am

Glad to hear it :)

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Fri Dec 08, 2023 9:45 am

While we wait, we can do a few more pointers if you're interested.

Here's one on time:

There is a general assumption that there is linear time that started (if it started at all) far in the past and advances to the future. The present moment (now) is considered to be a very small fragment of time, or an event that is moving forward on a linear line, coming from the past and moving into the future.

But is there an experience of the ’now’ moving along the line of time?
Any experience of one ‘moment’ giving way to the next?

Is there any actual or direct experience of one event following another?

How fast is the ‘present moment’ actually moving?
Just look at 'this moment', can you find a point where it began? How long does the ‘now’ last?
Where does the ‘now’ start, and where does it end?
When does the ‘now’ exactly become the 'past'?
What is the ‘past’ in actual experience?

Look at a thought about the past or the future, where is 'time' in that?

Is there actual experience of ‘time’ or just thoughts about ‘time’?


Enjoy! :)

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Fri Dec 08, 2023 12:53 pm

Okay, no one had any other questions. You will contacted by the admin and invited into the FB group.

Please let the admin know that you want to guide (if you are still interested).

Below are some excellent resources for further exploration. It is not meant for you to explore all of these. Simply notice what resonates and go with that.

Simply Awake app - Free app for your phone that contains dozens of meditations that will help you keep looking deeper.
Android: https://play.google.com/store/apps/deta ... roid.awake
Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/simply-awake/id1544382796

https://www.simplytheseen.com/explore-each-fetter.html - Great resource if you want to explore the next layer of selfing. In your case it would be fetters 4 & 5.

https://perfectlyokay.org/ - A free community that has an excellent 10 fetters group that meets up almost every week. They also have recordings from previous meetings that are excellent. Instructions on how to join are on the homepage.

And if you ever think I can help, you can write in this thread, or contact me through the forum (just click my profile and there are options there).

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Re: Restless searching

Postby Nikinutter » Fri Dec 08, 2023 4:28 pm

Great, thank you again. I got the links and messaged the admin about guiding. Thank you for the further links to deepening understanding, some I'm familiar with and the others I will check out!
With much gratitude, Nic 💙
When we look with the “I” we dream
When we look for the “I” we awaken.
~Mooji (Satsang)
The wound is the place where the Light enters you.
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Re: Restless searching

Postby Bluejay » Fri Dec 08, 2023 4:32 pm

My pleasure. Wishing you all the best!


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