1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
No other than a story with no base in reality.
2) Share in your own words what the illusion of separate self is and how it shows up in experience. Also, through your inquiry, what is different now?
Just a fictional idea that is believed to be true and brings whole bunch of other beliefs with itself.
Now the search is over. All should-s, must-s, why-me-s etc. are gone and experience is freeflowing and uninterrupted. Shall any interruption be experienced it is experienced as natural part of experience not better or worst than anything else and therefor left to pass as quickly as it has manifested
3) How does it feel to see this?
What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.
It feels pleasant and liberating. Nothing dramatic which is actually quite dramatic. Drama quickly vanishes to make space for suffering but now drama and suffering are experienced as the same kind of storytelling and this makes boundless space for whatever storytelling may happen.
4) What was the last bit that pushed you over; made you look?
There were bits rather than single bit. Everytime I read how people were being asked to actually look at their experience instead of stretch stories about their belief systems I did the same and there was an "aha" moment.
5) a) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work?
Give examples from your own recent experiences to how things happen and how things work.
Decision, intention, free will, choice and control are illusions related to anf based on the illusion of self.
There are really no "things". We just give names to what appears stable and separate to us and then create further stories about it but all that is an illusion. All the "things" are just different shades of life which happens naturally and is constantly changing. Everything is in contact with everything else therefore is influenced and influencing everything else and that's how "things" happen.
My favourite coffee cup seems to be one and the same everyday but, when I poor hoot coffee in, it it's temperature increases and that is clear sign that even it that is not alive changes in some simple way.
The winter is almost over and I don't need new winter shoes but friend of mine brought me to a discount store and there I saw an amazing last pair of boots with 90% of discount so I bought them. It happened because first I got in contact with my friend, then I got in visual contact with the boots and their price and my brain almost immediately made the decision because based on previous recorded experience brain has the story that another winter will come, I have no boots, the brand is high quality and 90% discount is a very good deal. No need for self in all that. It's all waves that follow each other on the surface of the mysterious ocen we call life, reality, universe etc.
b) What are you responsible for? Give examples from your own recent experiences to how this works.
I feel like quoting myself here:
If there is no "self" there is no one to be held responsible or accountable but likes attract likes and the other way around so we suffer and get rewarded as result of our actions.
This was seen as problematic earlier so let me further elaborate. By "likes attract likes" I mean that cause and effect is easy to experience and cause of a like (of a kind) brings effect of a like. The cause of hot coffee in my cup brings the effect of hot cup. The cause of shouting out brings the effect of being shouted at. The causing of unpleasant sensations brings the effect of unpleasant sensations experienced or suffered. I noticed in the mean time that the word suffering is not appreciated here so let me make it clear that by suffering I mean a sensation of the kind that is naturally avoided (unpleasant) plus self related stories attached to it.
To put it straight - responsibility is another useful story of how life influences life in a harmonious rather than chaotic way.
6) Anything to add?
To put things together - there is experience, there is speculation about it and that's the least incorrect way that I can come up with describing reality.
In case all the above is fine I am open to explore the possibility of becoming a guide so other new members won't need to wait for one as long as I did.