If you are ready, come in..

[MerlinC]

I do my best not to invest my energy and time furthering dysfunction that's why I used the word outsider I should have been more specific

[jeffdilbeck]

So......

The people behind the scenes who do the confirmations agree that this has been an awesome, long walk with you, and there is still some concern about clarity. I have been asked to ask you to write a somewhat detailed essay about your experience after seeing through the illusion. No big deal, just let it flow, and be as detailed as possible. The better grammar you use, the easier it will be for them to understand (we are international and use English, but it is not the first language of a lot of our key members).

Baby is doing very well. We were in the hospital for 4 days. I'll be adding you on facebook (or getting you to add me once the process is complete, so that I can add you to aftercare, and later other awesome groups)

:)

[MerlinC]

One night I was staying up in my bed wondering asking myself where is the truth in my thoughts and who is having them? I realized that I dont know the answer to these questions so I was at a blank. Then I realized something that I only understood at first with my mind that I must look into this moment but then I became aware of the void or silence of that moment. Then I heard the voices of what some teachers online said about having a moment instead of looking for one. So for months I was uncertain if that was the enlightenment I was looking for but as time went on I realized that maybe it was the beginnings of something greater. So for months I practiced being aware of that quit space until one night I realized that thought was just another sensation that was experienced but there was no center or me. Experience happens hearing,seeing,touching,feelings happens but not to the me although those me thoughts do come but I been allowing them to come and burn away. It seems there job is to do every trick in the book to make me forget or lose the sensation of now and become the thinker again.

[MerlinC]

thats good to hear is it a boy or girl?

[jeffdilbeck]

It was a girl. She is healthy and everything has been perfect so far.

I'm still waiting on your confirmations, and I'll get back to you asap.


Thanks man.
Jeff

[MerlinC]

thats good to hear is this your first born?

[jeffdilbeck]

It is number 2. The first was a boy, he is two. This one is a girl. My wife is really happy. :)

[jeffdilbeck]

Hey,

https://www.facebook.com/merlin.charter ... ts&fref=ts

Is that you?

I need to add you to facebook to get you into the new arrivals group.

This is 'me'.

https://www.facebook.com/jfdlbk

[MerlinC]

wow that's good news all around then haha and yes that's me it seems I cant see yours at this moment do to facebook issues lol

[jeffdilbeck]

Cool. This is going to be taking place on Facebook from here on. I have added you as a friend, and started the process of admins adding you to aftercare. hit me up over there.

:)

[MerlinC]

cool