Look very carefully and explore for a whole day in different situations:-A Thought can not do anything, believing the thought, resisting the thought can create tension.
So this is understanding and thinking of how things are. You just describe the content of your thoughts. But this wount help. So with every single question I give you, I’m asking you to check your immediate experience (five-senses), and never ever rely on thought, memory or imagination.I will give time to these questions, I do initially wonder why, since I wrote thoughts do not do these things, but believing in the thoughts creates the tensions that become contractions in the body experience that one brings 'looking' to. Of course, who is believing in the thought is an illusionary ME, yet that 'apparently' happens. When the illusion of me dissolves the believing the thought does not happen and it is just life happening as that thought arising. OK, carry on Don... :)
From the direct experience a who or what is believing the thought neither a who nor a what can be found in this moment.Who or what is believing the thought?
How is thought creating tension in experience?
What brings the information that a thought is creating a tension?
When not using the senses of direct experience, I fall into my Me working to liberate me, it is a subtle but convincing process that appears to be making progress. :) When I come back to the questions, nothing can be found, no separate self, no I, so I is made of nothing and exists no where. To question the questions requires not doing the questions at that moment. I see that now, like thinking about the questions is not really doing the 'looking' into the questions, a subtle reidentification with thought, rather than letting the question bring me to no one is thinking any of it, it is all just happening as this.Do you expect that the illusion of the self, of you will dissolve?
How can something which NEVER existed to dissolve?
Tell me about this separate self, this I.
What is this I made of? Where is it?
How is experience Me working to liberate me - Disribe what 5 sensec experienst?I fall into my Me working to liberate me, it is a subtle but convincing process that appears to be making progress. :)
I took the liberty to edit your questions. I don't think you understood my satirical statement and took it as a factual statement that I fall into 'my me working to liberate me......' The essential part was not using the direct senses in the moment and then there 'appears to be' When not using the senses of direct experienceHow is experiencing Me working to liberate me - Describe what the 5 senses experience?
Can a thought create a real Me? A thought of an unicorn - is there a REAL unicorn found in the room?
Do the thoughts can fix themselves or there are just thoughts?
What I shared in our last meeting was: I was looking at the last questions prior to our last chat, an irritation and edge over not being seen or heard by you came up. Initially a feeling of pissed or anger that became the focus of deep looking. I brought 'I see you', 'I hear you' to the contraction/tension of anger. After minutes of deep looking, all opened to one open flow, any anger or pissed off, dissolved into just energy, which is all that it is. Shared with you about the wholeness navigating me. This led to looking through a billion eyes just looking with no me looking. The more as this, the more open it becomes, the magnitude has no edge or end point.you've mention on our last meating that something happend/shifted after you've been pissed off. Or something like this? As far as I remember Correct me if I'm wrong.
Can you say some more about this?
How the shift itself felt?
Also - does still seaking going on?
Are there any doubts?
How is the sense of responsibility felt now?
Responsibility towards who?
Oh, so beautiful to read this...After minutes of deep looking, all opened to one open flow, any anger or pissed off, dissolved into just energy, which is all that it is. Shared with you about the wholeness navigating me. This led to looking through a billion eyes just looking with no me looking. The more as this, the more open it becomes, the magnitude has no edge or end point.
yea..!It felt like life celebrating itself as this character relating this.
It may need some more time for everything to settle down. And with the responsibility is like with every other belief. Just look for the supposed one who has any responsibility.Seeking has mostly left, and when it does arise as the what is now, I can go behind it arising to where no seeking is happening, which lets an energy flow to any tension the seeking brought up and that tension lets go. Similarly doubt can arise, but as with seeking sensing below or behind doubt there is none. Need more time with how to respond to responsibility.
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