In search of reality

[thefin]

Hi,

Good, keep on experiencing, but not trying to understand. You came out from Simo-idea, you came out from your body, just let everything happen also now. Be with the flow, with the energy. It's not you (Simo), which is this energy. You say it's life, yes "Rakkaalla lapsella on monta nimeä :)". You may call it life, love, peace, God, being, consciousness etc.

It’s like an strong electricpower passing through my body

That is how you experience on your nerve system this energy - the life itself. There will be positive change on your physical energy level. You see how your mind has been making a blocks to this energy - you got your self made imaginary block towards this go away. Let your ideas, theories etc go away and you see what's here.

I've probably confused because I do not understand why this is so.

Trying to find WHY is asking for a story, that would fit for now. Let it go, drop it. Instead - what is here and now? What is here if you look at it?

Thanks again. The help you give has been invaluable🙏

You're more than welcome. It fills me with a great joy and love to get somebody to realize their true being. Yes, it has no value :)

-thefin

[Wilhelm]

Good afternoon,

Trying to find WHY is asking for a story, that would fit for now. Let it go, drop it. Instead - what is here and now? What is here if you look at it?

I fully understand what you mean. Let everything fall and what is left? Nothing and everything. After all, it is not even possible to understand this. Now I’m just trying to let go of everything and just be.

I have to go on a long commute tomorrow. I will be back home at the end of the month. I have to work more than 12 hours every single day and I will not be able to take part in this dialogue during that period. I feel a little fear that I will fall completely into the world of imagination again🙄

Thank you and humble bow to you!

Simo

[thefin]

Hi,

Thanks for reply. Your doing good, just keep exploring.

I feel a little fear that I will fall completely into the world of imagination again🙄

There's nothing wrong falling into that again - there are only few people in the world who has never gone back to any kind of imaginary world after realizing who they are. We usual mortals go back and forth and we do the job in order not to go back so often and finally not at all back (hopefully :) ). You're in the beginning of your long long journey and it takes time to get yourself familiar with this new world. Now you have time explore this thing while on that period with your work.

Let the unfolding of things and beliefs continue and feel free to come back to this dialogue when you can.

And if you find Simo, kiss him goodbye ;) Love yourself.

-thefin

[Wilhelm]

Hi my friend. I returned home from the mission. As might be expected, I fell deep into this story again.

My job will require a lot from me in the coming months. Because of this, I want to give all my time to my children. I have to give up now because I can’t give my all to this process due to circumstances.

I know the truth is present every moment even if I don’t see it. Maybe someday when the time is right. I do the exercises you give whenever I can. However, the war is not over after one defeat🙂

There are a lot of people here on the forum who need help a lot more than I do. I would be happy if you could help them🙂

Thank you for everything. I appreciate and respect everything you have done to help me.

Rakkain terveisin!

Simo

[thefin]

Hi Simo,

Thanks for replying. What you can do is keep exercising: if you stop, you fell permanently.

My job will require a lot from me in the coming months. Because of this, I want to give all my time to my children. I have to give up now because I can’t give my all to this process due to circumstances.

You're doing right. There is no Simo, who is giving all your time to job and childen - what you really are has been doing that all the time instead of imaginary Simo ;) Keep on doing.

No worries, I know that you've got that seed of truth, that will grow on you. We all have our own timing on our path - what you're looking for comes to you when it's right time.

You have your life and things on life - go and give your love to your family and let that love grow there. Let it blossom to all directions and be it. What you really are has all the time on the world to wait your homecoming.

I'll help others here and it was a pleasure to help you, really.

Rakkain terveisin,
thefin

[Wilhelm]

Hi!

Thanks for replying. What you can do is keep exercising: if you stop, you fell permanently.

I will never stop looking. I will fight until my death to find truth. I feel a bit of sadness, and I am disappointed in myself. However, this is life and everything goes like it is. Life doesn't make mistakes.

Simo