Have a look at the ‘feeling’. Is it an actual sensation or simply a thought? Does a feeling actually know anything? Or is it a thought interpretation?The commentator in life feels so close, familiar and intimate. It feels like it's me. But I can see that it is thought that is claiming all this.
At times it will be clear that the commentator is just a stream of thought and at other times it will seemingly feel like it’s a ‘me’ that is actually commentating. But as you have observed…thoughhts simply arise and subside on their own volition.
Here’s an interesting experiment. I would like you to sit somewhere where you know you are alone and close your eyes and just become aware of thought.However, it seems some things in life require thought? Sorry Kay, here comes a bunch of thoughts about thoughts!
Isn't thought required for communication between me and you? Isn't it required for me to understand and carry out your instructions? To reply to you?
Then start to talk out loud…about anything...talk about a tree...any thing. Get a good flow of words going and then I want you to look and see if you can find ie are aware of any thoughts arising in the moment that you seem to be driving what you are saying out loud.
Let me know what you find.
Where is this you and me exactly? Did you check those assumptions against actual experience? Or did you just go along with thought and its content?But then again, that there's a you, a me, communication between us, and an inquiry going on is all thought story and not AE.
These questions are built on the premise that you are thinking those thoughts. Did you question that? Did you investigate that? If necessary go back and redo the thought exercise and see if you are the author of thought.Should thought just be ignored? I'm just not quite sure what to make of all this.
When you take another look at that exercise, let me know if you find a thinker of thought.
When there is a gap between thoughts, can a thinker of thought be found?
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Thoughts, in an of themselves are meaningless, however, if you don't notice the difference between what thought says about reality, and how you find reality to actually be, you won't notice your innate peace and freedom. In order to notice that difference, the very first thing you have to notice is whether, or not, you are the author of thoughts. Or whether ANYTHING is authoring thoughts. The second thing you need to notice is whether thought is aware of what it says, or not. Once you are sure of the answers to those questions, the differences between what thought says about reality, and how you find reality to ACTUALLY be, will reveal themselves.
You have to apply everything that we are doing here on a daily basis…and not just when it seems like a good idea. So throughout your day...check to see if you are authoring thought. You have to check everything with actual experience. Yes…tedious stuff...however, there is no other way for you to get that everything is simply happening and there is no you who is doing, thinking, feeling or saying.
Kay

