The Gate

"I" is the focused awareness to thoughts.

Can "I" be found outside of thought content?

"I" is the focused awareness to thoughts.


Can "I" be found outside of thought content

Dear Matthew

"I" can not found in or out side of the thought there are no thought or I
There is just experiencing which is modulated manifestation
" I" is, to be person feeling's experience may be with ego or me But non of it exist never was


There can be many descriptions about "I" depend on point of view but any of them does not have realty

In my experience light shine empty dark vast loving kind a space, no owner, "I", self, thoughts, or thought contend or anything else there. There is just knowingness no senses need
With events, knowingness turns to experiencing just one whole experiencing empty all existing and Nur is experienced there and others no owner ever
This is my experience recently about "I"

I just can write that, it could be much better explanation but hard for me to go further

Thank you all help 🙏

How is life these days experienced?

What is the everyday baseline in terms of well-being?

Are there difficulties now that were not present before seeing this?

Hi, Matthew
Your question are answered
How is life these days experienced?

Headless and body less mostly time
Feeling that looking containing all senses
Compassion even unexpected things
Prefer to stay alone
Less food makes full
When silent and stillness there, twilight at background feeling
Ok feeling to most things
Energy level was very low last one and half year little increased
No desire to talk and things if it is not necessary
Contentment all over peace
Spaciousness
Etc
What is the everyday baseline in terms of well-being?
Just great better than ever
Breathing shallow, heartbeats slow and steady but very relax like meditation

Are there difficulties now that were not present before seeing this?
There are no serious difficulties recently.

It was kind of joy being here with you I never share someone before. After your conversation last roots burn down no one left to worry any more. No one left that to ask and answer
Even I am writing now, question arise, who is writing this words to whom. Is realty inquiry it self? There is no separate person
Recently life around me is so crowd, discussions, visits, etc.
Some time I found my self in some difficult position but I notice that whole life going on by itself persons are like decorative parts of this huge infinite dream.
Seeing happening etc. in the silent and still empty space. There is no entity exist whatsoever. There is just suchness just going on game playing or dream happening, one thing show up as many.
So this understanding did not arise to me, there wasn't me ever, to have that, just manifestation moment to moment
All I write in this conversation is turning to person story which was not purpose.
I said all about noting left to say
Thank you so much friend.🙏🙏🙏

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Thank you Matthew all help and time 🙏