Spent a solid few days just looking and listening theres so much.
The sense of control over anything is dissolving. Also in looking at others you notice how much the wool has been pulled over there eyes.What further insights are happening?
Everyone blames something for something but don't realize there was nothing to blame and no one receiving the end result. Its like they are in dream and they choose not to come out of as long as they keep hit a target or goal thinking the next thing they do has the answer to happiness, but they do not see the cycle.
Simple things like watching a movie is a bit more difficult as "I" see through the acting, its almost too fake to watch at times, something "I" use to enjoy as an escape. Now "I" just see it for what it is.
"I" notice thoughts are like fishing lures they entice you in to getting caught up in a story but now that there is no "I" every time it happens the no "I" nullifies it.
Good and evil in the world is no longer those labels. They are just things that occur, its a tough one to justify to someone who doesn't know there is no "I" as there is lens you view everything through which is very skewed almost like you are wearing rose colored glasses your whole life then you taken them off but everyone else still has them on. We try to define everything life does and try to understand it, but there is no need too but everyone does it.
Nothing physically changed but how "I" view the world and interpret it has done a 180.What changes?
Nothing, it was like this before and will continue as it does.What stays the same?
Both odd and amazing, on one hand great as you see everything as it is now. Odd in that you still play your role in the puzzle of things.How does it feel to have no story?
One word. Liberating.How does it feel to have no name?
There is so much more, its almost like being a kid again.
