Sure! No problem...So then JP
Ready for some final questions? Take as much time with these as you wish and answer in as much detail as needed. I will then check them over to see if there is anything I have missed and then show the other guides to see if 'I' have missed anything if that is ok with you?
No1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
It begins with thoughts that use words and labels to tell a story. There's a moment upon waking where I just am, and then a few seconds later I remember the "story" of my life, who "I" am.2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
I am more often absorbed into what I'm doing, less afraid of who/what "I" am or feeling at the moment.3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.
It was observing a moment while jogging, I couldn't determine at what point an actual decision was made to stop and get some water. That was when I felt a distinct shift from "I'm making things happen" to "Things happen and I, the mind, describe them or take ownership later".4) What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?
No, things just seem to happen. While walking with a friend last night I tried to explain this phenomena and as I was gesturing and talking, I noticed that again I didn't really 'choose' for the topic to come up. I wasn't selecting what kind of words to say. I wasn't choosing how to gesture my hands.5) Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in Life? Do you make anything happen? Give examples from your experience.
Nope!6) Anything to add?
Hugs! Thank you :)Big hugs Sarah xxx
