Who wants to guide me?

[Xain]

A further question about what you wrote:

I don't know what makes things happen, I only know it is not me doing it.

Could you expand by explaining what you mean here.
What is this that is 'not doing it'?
Is there a me that is not doing it?

Xain ♥

[Gadget]

Hi Xain,

Thanks for you answers. Yes, words like 'I', 'me' are just language conventions, nothing more.
I had an interesting conversation yesterday with my dad. He asked me a few questions I would before be hesitant to answer truthfully because I would feel a bit ashamed. This time I did not matter at all, those feelings of shame and embarrassment seemed to have left the building together with the "I" owning these feelings. It didn't feel liberating but actually pretty normal, but I did experience wonder that little things like this can change so drastically at once. Let's see how things evolve in other areas indeed :)

Could you expand by explaining what you mean here.
What is this that is 'not doing it'?
Is there a me that is not doing it?

Things happen, seeing happens, hearing happens. You asked me what makes things happen. Ultimately I don't know. I can't make this any more specific than this. The only thing I do know that there is no "I". I understand that "I only know it is not me doing it" sounds confusing. There is no "I" doing it or not doing it, even observing it or not observing it, since there is no "I' in the first place. There has never been. That is absolutely clear.

X Yves.

[Xain]

Hi Yves

Thank you for your reply.
The guides have no further questions and neither do I.

It has been a pleasure guiding you, and thank you for sticking in there to the end of the process.

Of course, there is much more to examine if the interest appears.
If you are on Facebook, I can get you added to our groups there (there are groups for new arrivals, further looking and aftercare) - Please send me a private message with you Facebook name / page link and I'll get you added.
(Click the red name 'Xain' and choose 'Send Private Message').

Very best wishes to you and seasons greetings
Xain ♥