Finding a guide

[Metta777]

Hi Ellie May,

I will present your answers for confirmation and it will be reviewed and I will get back with you on any points or questions anyone else might have for you. Love, Metta

[Ellie May]

Hi Metta

Thank you

With love Ellie May

[Metta777]

Hi Ellie May,

Progress is being made . But can you describe with as much simplicity and clarity as possible without being provisional in the statements what is happening NOW. Is there a self? There is no right or wrong answer, or anything you should say. it is just what is.

Much Love, Metta

[Ellie May]

Hi Metta

There is awareness (which is not my awareness but just awareness) that this body is sitting here eating a sandwich. There is awareness that as a thought arises these fingers type these words. There is no awareness of a self. The edges of things seem to have dissolved so I can't see edges any more ... there are bodies and actions and thoughts and feelings but no self because there aren't any edges to delineate a self. Everything's mixed up in an infinite ever changing soup.

It's tough trying to keep it simple and clear and to avoid provisional statements but I'm happy to keep trying. Thanks for your patience.

With love Ellie May

[Metta777]

Hi Ellie May,

there is an aftercare group , which you will be invited to participate in. I think it is a good idea. I need your FB link to register you and you may have my link if you like on FB too, in case you have anything you would like to talk to me about. It is optional of course if you wish to stay in touch with me. Let me know. Congratulations!!!! Love, Metta

[Ellie May]

Hi Metta

Thanks for your message - I'm afraid I don't know what an FB link is but it would be lovely to have a way to stay in touch.

With love Ellie May

[Metta777]

Hi Ellie May,

LOL, sorry, A Facebook link I will put mine here. If I can get yours I will register you for the group.

https://www.facebook.com/Metta.Del , I hope you are having a nice holiday, if you are having one? Love, Metta