The Gate

Hi Anabel,

And I know you're not one for long posts ;) but I'd really appreciate as much as you can in response.
Thank you.

So tell me, has the shift happened, what exactly happened and what precisely is different now.
just look back and describe the very moment of it.


With my warm wishes,
John

Hello John,

I don't know if a shift happened and going back to the awareness questions actually I don't think I will ever know who sees.
There is just this, right now .
What exactly happened - I sat and saw ( I don't know what ,who saw) there is nobody here, there is no separation , all is one.that is all. Who can you talk about nothing, boundless nothing? :]


Many thank yous to you

Anabel

Hello Anabel,

Thank you for the responses.

I've asked the other guides to take a look and they may come with new thoughts, comments or questions to support and clarify.

With my best wishes,
John

Hi John ,

Trying to send my draft . Do you knoe how i can send it, can't see any option given.

Thank you

Hi John,

thank you so much for your time , I really appreciate it.

I am not sure if this will help or clarify anything....

Shifts started happening at the beginning of the year, when a big family argument started. this broke me down completely. My brother stopped speaking to me so I basically lost my brother and we used to be very close. It hurt to so much that it did feel like I was dying and loosing everything.
I blamed and blamed,what is all this really about? I asked
One morning I woke up and it was so clear it hit right in the face. It is not him/ them. it is you!
I was doing all this, nobody else. the pointing finger of blame turned right round and pointed at me, there was nobody to blame, only me. that woke me up like nothing ever before! the blaming stopped. I looked and saw it was all me, how could I judge and point when they were me. I was all that I accused people to be. I cried what seemed like forever.
I looked at strangers and saw, yes! I am him/her, I looked at animals and yes! I am them, looked at trees, yep! there I am too.
Day after day layers fell away, every day there was something to be reveald.
There was no body to protect , so who was I protecting all this time?
The seeking began...........

I found The gate through Buhhdda at the gas pump.
The excersise about sitting with self and sense, shifted my attention. I was labeling and separating the me ,the self .when this was dropped I saw that it is all the same no separation, no separation from anything. So what is this? There is nothing here and everything, comlpetely full of life and I could see no end to it, it was so simple! It is just this!
I noticed no changes in me. Looked around at the simplicity of it all but the thing is, I always saw this.
I noticed anger is still here, anxiety is still here, nothing has changed.
the next they something clicked- this is it, right here, right now, nothing more! Don't no what happened there, maybe it had to register .
So, so simple and so easy to miss when the seeker was expecting some amazing answer, some magical thing.
This is magical, just as it is.
But everything is still the same :D

kind regards
Anabel

Hi Anabel,

That helps a great deal. Thank you.

More shortly...

Best wishes,
John

Hi Anabel,

Have sent you a PM...could you check your messages. :)

With kind thanks,
John