Re: SelfingStrong
Posted: Mon Jul 08, 2019 3:33 am
Hi Kay,
I am still working on this. Will post an update shortly!
Thanks,
Lisa
I am still working on this. Will post an update shortly!
Thanks,
Lisa
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https://liberationunleashed.com:443/nation/viewtopic.php?t=7151
I understand what you are saying although I'm not actually sure this is what I am experiencing. Or I'm forgetting it when I look.Exactly! The ‘tree’ is colour, the colour isn’t the tree. It’s like a painting of a tree. The tree is paint, the paint isn’t the tree. Experience/THIS is not a tree, the tree is experience. There is that subtle difference which is so easily overlooked! All these ‘things’, will always be experience, but experience will never be one of those ‘things’.
When doing the tree exercise, I can see that how the labels create separation with the A/E of color.Are you beginning to see how thought overlays experience/THIS quite convincingly with stories which then veils the simplicity of what actually is? It is the stories that create the illusion of separation and the idea of there being a separate self to what actually IS.
YesThink of a cup. Get a very clear picture in your mind. See clearly the size, shape, colour and volume of the cup. Notice whether it is decorated or plain. Notice whether it has a handle. Notice whether it is heavy or fragile. Do you have a clear picture in mind?
noNow, can you physically grasp that image of a cup?
noCan you pour tea into it?
noCan you drink from it?
mental imageIs there a ‘real’ cup or just a mental image of a cup?
noIs the content of the mental image (the cup) ‘real’?
NoCan a 'real' cup be found in the thought itself?
They point to A/E of thought."Here is a cup" is the thought; the ensuing thoughts of what a cup is and does, what it is made from etc are the content of that thought. What do those thoughts point to exactly? Do they point to colour, taste, smell, sensation or sound? Or do they simply point to actual experience of thought and thought only?
It's very easy to see with thoughts having to do with "pride" or any type of emotion really. Even with a situation at home, the mind has all sorts of interpretations/stories about that particular situation but none of it points to anything real. It's a little harder with a cup, especially if I'm imagining a cup then holding it in my hand. I have to remind myself that it's A/E of color.So thoughts and mental images are actual experience only as arising thoughts (words and mental image), their ‘presence’ cannot be denied. However their contents, what they are about, what they are pointing to (like the cup) are not ‘real’, they are just fantasies. Can you see this?
Do you want me to go into specifics here? After doing this exercise, it's clear to me that I'm living my life in the content, or totally bought in to the content even though it's not real.Over the course of the next day or so, I'd like you to notice the content of thoughts. Whenever there is an arising thought or mental image, check whether its content (what it’s about, what it is pointing to) is REALLY happening, or the content is just pure imagination. Let me know how it goes.
How can this be experienced directly exactly? It is like wanting to experience what it is like to be a tree, the sun, a dog etc! Most of this is all knowledge based, as a means of pointing to get you to LOOK and for you to see what is being pointed at. It is the LOOKING that brings the realisation of there being no separate self and what reality actually is.I understand what you are saying although I'm not actually sure this is what I am experiencing. Or I'm forgetting it when I look.Exactly! The ‘tree’ is colour, the colour isn’t the tree. It’s like a painting of a tree. The tree is paint, the paint isn’t the tree. Experience/THIS is not a tree, the tree is experience. There is that subtle difference which is so easily overlooked! All these ‘things’, will always be experience, but experience will never be one of those ‘things’.
Here is a suggestion on how to go about your day and taking absolutely EVERYTHING at face value.When doing the tree exercise, I can see that how the labels create separation with the A/E of color.Are you beginning to see how thought overlays experience/THIS quite convincingly with stories which then veils the simplicity of what actually is? It is the stories that create the illusion of separation and the idea of there being a separate self to what actually IS.
Yes, you will have to remind yourself that a ‘cup’ is AE of colour and not AE of a cup. When you learned to swim or write….did you not have to continually practice swimming or writing for it to become automatic. These exercises I give you are no different, especially the one about breaking down activities, objects and emotions into AE. As I said above, you have to actually implement these exercises into daily life and LOOK.It's very easy to see with thoughts having to do with "pride" or any type of emotion really. Even with a situation at home, the mind has all sorts of interpretations/stories about that particular situation but none of it points to anything real. It's a little harder with a cup, especially if I'm imagining a cup then holding it in my hand. I have to remind myself that it's A/E of color.So thoughts and mental images are actual experience only as arising thoughts (words and mental image), their ‘presence’ cannot be denied. However their contents, what they are about, what they are pointing to (like the cup) are not ‘real’, they are just fantasies. Can you see this?
Yes, could you give me a couple of specifics please.Do you want me to go into specifics here? After doing this exercise, it's clear to me that I'm living my life in the content, or totally bought in to the content even though it's not real.Over the course of the next day or so, I'd like you to notice the content of thoughts. Whenever there is an arising thought or mental image, check whether its content (what it’s about, what it is pointing to) is REALLY happening, or the content is just pure imagination. Let me know how it goes.
Definitely getting the hang of this but need more practice. Taste, smell, and sound are easiest. Little but more challenging with color, except when I’m driving. And as far as sensation, I could see how ‘fear’ was sensation and thought though it still feels real though.This will help in breaking down what SEEMS to be happening into what actually IS.
Let me know how you go
I’m not sure how it is with most people but the gaps are so quick that they are barely perceptible. The thought stream is almost constant. And it’s hard to decipher each and every thought, one from the next. I’m not sure how important that is but they just sort of blend together. In any case, I was not able to find an actual thinker of thought. Thoughts just come.Can a thinker of thought be found between the gaps?
Yes...it is good to continue to break down activities, objects and emotions into AE on a daily basis until it becomes second nature and happens automatically without you having to effort in doing so.I will continue to do this but wanted to respond.
Well sensation is real, as is thought…however, just not as thought seemingly describes them as. But it is important that activities, objects and sensations are continually broken down into AE. The more you do this then it becomes automatic and there is no efforting to do it. It becomes like second nature. But this is one of the keys to not only this exploration, but to being able to stay on track after realisation has happened, as looking still needs to happen after as well.Definitely getting the hang of this but need more practice. Taste, smell, and sound are easiest. Little but more challenging with color, except when I’m driving. And as far as sensation, I could see how ‘fear’ was sensation and thought though it still feels real though.This will help in breaking down what SEEMS to be happening into what actually IS.
Let me know how you go
Lovely! There is just a stream of thought. Where does thought begin and end? There is no fullstop in thought as there is in written words! So you got to see how thoughts just come and go and that within those thoughts there is no thinker. Wonderful job of LOOKING.I’m not sure how it is with most people but the gaps are so quick that they are barely perceptible. The thought stream is almost constant. And it’s hard to decipher each and every thought, one from the next. I’m not sure how important that is but they just sort of blend together. In any case, I was not able to find an actual thinker of thought. Thoughts just come.Can a thinker of thought be found between the gaps?
It's a thought that arises and subsides.“I could see how ‘fear’ was sensation and thought though it still feels real though” is simply an appearing thought. Does this thought know anything about reality of fear, or is it simply a thought that arises and subsides?
No, it's not.So what is known is label + sensation + colour + thoughts, however is fear actually known?
I honestly don't know. They seem to come out of nothing and go back to nothing.Where are they coming from and going to?
No.Did you do anything to make a particular thought or thoughts appear?
No.Could you have done anything to make a different thought appear at that exact moment instead?
No.Can you predict your next thought?
No. (I wish.)Can you select from a range of thoughts to have only pleasant thoughts?
Can you choose not to have painful, negative or fearful thoughts?
No.Can you pick and choose any kind of thought?
No.Is it possible to prevent a thought from appearing?
No.Can you stop thinking a thought in the middle?
Well, as an example, there was a thought about what to have for dinner, then another thought about salmon. Thought says one followed the other.It seems that thought has some logical ordered appearance, but look carefully and just notice if there is an organised sequence. Or is it just another thought that says ‘these thoughts are in sequence’ or “they take content from previous thought”, or that "one thought follows another thought"?
Yes, so if there was an actual thinker/controller of thought, then wouldn’t it make sense that you would only choose to have pleasant and positive thoughts?No. (I wish.)Can you select from a range of thoughts to have only pleasant thoughts?
Where is the middle of a thought exactly?No.Can you stop thinking a thought in the middle?
That doesn’t answer the question. Please look carefully and answer the question.Well, as an example, there was a thought about what to have for dinner, then another thought about salmon. Thought says one followed the other.It seems that thought has some logical ordered appearance, but look carefully and just notice if there is an organised sequence. Or is it just another thought that says ‘these thoughts are in sequence’ or “they take content from previous thought”, or that "one thought follows another thought"?
Yes, exactly.Yes, so if there was an actual thinker/controller of thought, then wouldn’t it make sense that you would only choose to have pleasant and positive thoughts?
A thought seems to last a second or two. Maybe even shorter than that if it's an image. While looking at a thought, i'm not able to tell where the middle is exactly then stop the thought. The thought just comes and goes on its own.Where is the middle of a thought exactly?
No, thoughts do not have knowledge of previous thoughts. I can see how the thought that says they are linked, makes it seem like there is a thinker or doer.Now when we look at this, do we find thought 27 has any knowledge of any of the other thoughts, let alone all of them? It seems that way, but when we look closely, what is found?
Ok, I did this a few times. I honestly cannot say that I "felt" any different watching with the sound off versus watching with the sound off. The commentary clearly had no impact on what was happening and is basically just background noise. More of nuisance than anything. (We often watch sports at home with the sound turned off.)Let me know how you feel and what you notice when the sound is on and when the sound is off.
With sound off, there is just color and movement.Also, when you turn the sound on and off, and without thought, what is actually appearing/happening etc?
No, not in the least.Is the commentary on the football game a necessity for the play to happen?
No, it for sure is happening but it's not a necessity.And in the same way: Is the inner narration of thought a necessity for the play of life to happen?
Lovely! So do thoughts know anything? Do thoughts actually know if thoughts are random or not?No, thoughts do not have knowledge of previous thoughts. I can see how the thought that says they are linked, makes it seem like there is a thinker or doer.Now when we look at this, do we find thought 27 has any knowledge of any of the other thoughts, let alone all of them? It seems that way, but when we look closely, what is found?
This exercise was to get you to see that narrator of the game is no different to the narrator labelled as ‘my thoughts’ and that the game played is no different to life unfolding.Ok, I did this a few times. I honestly cannot say that I "felt" any different watching with the sound off versus watching with the sound off. The commentary clearly had no impact on what was happening and is basically just background noise. More of nuisance than anything. (We often watch sports at home with the sound turned off.)Let me know how you feel and what you notice when the sound is on and when the sound is off.
To what exactly is it happening to? For there to be an inner narrator would mean that there is an “I” who is being narrated to. Can you find this “I”? If so, please describe it to me in precise detail and tell me where it is locatedNo, it for sure is happening but it's not a necessity.And in the same way: Is the inner narration of thought a necessity for the play of life to happen?
A thought doesn't know anything and can't know if thoughts are random or not.So do thoughts know anything? Do thoughts actually know if thoughts are random or not?
When the sound is off, there is little to no emotion. What is happening on the screen simply happens. When the sound is on, there is more emotion and sensation being felt and much more investment in what is going on.So please redo the sound on and off and tell me what is experienced when sound is on and when sound is off.
Ok, so that inner narrator/stream of thought just keeps coming and going but there is something that is aware of those thoughts that feels like a "me". It feels as if it's located above the shoulders and behind the eyes.To what exactly is it happening to? For there to be an inner narrator would mean that there is an “I” who is being narrated to. Can you find this “I”? If so, please describe it to me in precise detail and tell me where it is located
I really am not able to tell. The movement just happens.How is the movement controlled?
I don't notice any thoughts as it happens. Or at least there is nothing that says "turn over now" or "don't turn over".Does a thought control it?
I cannot find a "controller".Can a ‘controller’ of any description be located?
I cannot find anything that actually "decides" or make a "decision". There are thoughts happening...and my hand is turning over and back again but I don't see a link.How is the decision made to turn the hand over? Track any decision point when a thought MADE THE DECISION to turn the hand over and the hand turns over immediately.
No. I had always assumed you "make up your mind" or "decide" to do something but I'm not finding a mind or an individual doing that.Can you find a separate individual or anything that is choosing when to turn the palm up or down?
Thank for doing that. It was important that you saw how it is thought that seems to gives credence to thoughts, and how we are invested in some thoughts/thought stories more than others…and it is those invested thoughts that seem to create the emotions etc and describes how life is and what it is doing and if it is good or bad. But thoughts no nothing. Does the narrator of a book know anything other than the words they are reading? Thought is no different.When the sound is off, there is little to no emotion. What is happening on the screen simply happens. When the sound is on, there is more emotion and sensation being felt and much more investment in what is going on.So please redo the sound on and off and tell me what is experienced when sound is on and when sound is off.
Experience/Presence/Knowing/THIS (or whatever you call it) is whole, seamless and complete. It is only thought that divides experience by labelling experience as sound and thought and colour and smell and taste and sensation. So there is nothing that is aware of thought…because without thought, how would what is appearing be known as thought? However, yes there is knowing of what is labelled as ‘thought, because knowing (experience) knows itself.Ok, so that inner narrator/stream of thought just keeps coming and going but there is something that is aware of those thoughts that feels like a "me". It feels as if it's located above the shoulders and behind the eyes.To what exactly is it happening to? For there to be an inner narrator would mean that there is an “I” who is being narrated to. Can you find this “I”? If so, please describe it to me in precise detail and tell me where it is located
Just sensation and thoughts/images about a head.Is it a head, or is it just a sensation (labelled ‘pressure’) and thoughts ABOUT a head?
I can't find a "head" or anything between the pressure points.Is a head actually found, or are there just sensations again?
And is there anything between the pressure points, or are there just thoughts about something being in between them
I have no idea.Without thought, how big is your head?
No.Without thought, does it have an inside or an outside?
No.Without thought, does it have a location?
Sensation and an image.What is the forehead in the actual experience?
Yes.A sensation + a mental image (of a forehead), right?
No. I actually don't really know where thought is coming from.So, can a thought come from a sensation?
No.Can a thought come from a mental image?
Yes.What are the eyes in the actual experience?
A sensation + a mental image, right?
No.Can sight come from a sensation?
No.Can sight come from an image (of the eyes)?
NoCan a 'mental image' come from a sensation?
No.Can a 'mental image' come from another mental image (of the eyes)?
Okay...so now going back to the above, and from carefully looking at what thought calls a head, forehead and eyes, can an "I" of any description be found in anywhere?Ok, so that inner narrator/stream of thought just keeps coming and going but there is something that is aware of those thoughts that feels like a "me". It feels as if it's located above the shoulders and behind the eyes.