Wanting to wakeup feels like its what's stopping awakening

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Re: Wanting to wakeup feels like its what's stopping awakening

Postby mayafreedom » Tue Sep 01, 2026 4:13 pm

Good catch.
When you say “separate,” what do you mean?
I should have said "distinct" instead of "separate". Like it's distinguishable to say what is an internal thought vs a sound from the environment. Although of course that is only known through thought-labels.
In direct experience, is there actually a boundary separating thought from seeing, hearing or sensation, or are these simply different labels for what is presently happening - inseparable and whole?
My direct experience is that all the images, sounds, tastes, smells, bodily sensations, and thoughts area all mixed together in this present experience and nothing can be found beyond that. They come and go, no one of them can be a self. They are also simultaneous and without boundary from each other, it's just the mind that labels light vs sound etc.
And when you say “there is experience,” is “experience” itself something that can actually be found apart from seeing, hearing, sensing, thinking, etc. happening? Is there an additional thing called “experience” besides what is already happening? How is the "experience of being alive" any different from any other sensation if you drop the story?


no, experience is not a "thing," it's just a name I'm using for being able to sense anything at all, for being here, for sensing, for just this whole thing we are talking about, the totality, the aliveness. But nothing else beyond just these senses and thoughts.

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Re: Wanting to wakeup feels like its what's stopping awakening

Postby mayafreedom » Tue Sep 01, 2026 4:16 pm

And I would love to hear from you your opinion Stacy, too. I read my entire thread again yesterday and was like whew I really dragged Stacy along with putting the doubt thoughts through the wringer! Thanks for your patient endurance.
Yes, you did, but it is okay.

:)

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Re: Wanting to wakeup feels like its what's stopping awakening

Postby Anastacia42 » Wed Sep 02, 2026 2:32 pm

You wanted my opinion on something? You can email me here if you like.

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