If your intellectual understanding was the right tool to do this, wouldn't you already had had what you call a no self experience?
Yes, that is quite true. Good point, hence it is as far as intellectual understanding goes.
How can you have a experience if you keep thinking instead of walking the path?
I guess I'm doing both. Through actual practice (meditation, retreats, self enquiry, LU dialogue, or just being), as well as reading up on it. But you're right, the intellectual understanding is getting in the way due to my many assumptions, concepts, and ideas.
But you have all these ideas about what should be happening! They are in the way. And you also have all these apparent certainties that you know how things are. And this intellectual understanding is also in the way. You seem to believe that what you think is accurate. How do you know it is?
Thanks for that. I don't know if it's accurate, I don't really know. Trying to experience for myself.
You may have read somewhere that " all things appear in consciousness
This here, I can say from personal direct experience all things appear in what I'm conscious of. To be conscious of something whether thought, emotion, tactile sensation, sound, taste, or smell indicates that is appearing in consciousness. Now whether or not some actual object exists to be conscious of, that I do not know.
A field, underlying substratum". But is this true? Can you experience this field? Are you sure things are appearing in consciousness? Imagine you are trying to show me this field, this consciousness. Look around you. What can you show me other than a bunch of second hand ideas? Can you see a field? Can you find this consciousness? Does this present experience need any intellectual understanding to be experienced as it is?
Yes you got me, "this field or underlying substratum" is something learned. I don't even know if it can be experienced or if what we are experiencing now is already it. I can't experience this field, I can only experience what I'm conscious of from the sense faculties. And no, this present experience doesn't need intellectual understanding. It is directly experienced.
Appreciate you keeping me honest. Learning quite a bit from LU interactions.