The Gate

Hi Anaeli,

Here are the final questions. Your answers will be shared with other guides who may have questions.


1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?


2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.


3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.


4) What was the last bit that pushed you over; made you look?


5) Describe decision and give examples from experience.

Describe intention and give examples from experience.

Describe free will and give examples from experience.

Describe choice and give examples from experience.

Describe control and give examples from experience.


6) What are you responsible for? Give examples from your experience.

7) What makes things happen? How does it work?


8) Anything to add?


With love,
Rowena

Hi Anaeli,

Thanks for your replies to the final questions, before I send them on I wanted to clear up a few points:

Some of the answers to question 5 and 6. are more thought based and analytical and do not appear to be coming from your actual experience. Please could you go over these questions again, referring to your direct experience of how you experience decision, intention, free will, choice and control.


5) Describe decision and give examples from experience.

Describe intention and give examples from experience.

Describe free will and give examples from experience.

Describe choice and give examples from experience.

Describe control and give examples from experience.

6) What are you responsible for? Give examples from your experience.


With love
Rowena

Hi Anaeli,

I have passed your reply to the final questions on and here are some questions posed by other guides for clarification.

Is there an independent awareness prior to senses?
Is there an awareness separate from everything else?
If yes - Where exactly is it residing?

and

Can you choose to practice or not, to be profoundly aware or not, to let go of control or not, to set intentions or not? Whichever way it goes, what controls that?

With love,
Rowena

Great, thanks Anaeli

Love

Rowena :)

Hi Anaeli,

It has been a pleasure to be your guide, you will be hearing from Admin. shortly.

The following is a list of links for continuing the conversation and deepening.
LU would love to have you as a guide!

An admin will contact you with an invitation to the LU FB group.

If you ever have any questions, you can always ask anyone on the FB group, or reach out to me.

Below are some excellent resources for further exploration. Go with what resonates?

Simply Awake app - Free app for your phone that contains dozens of meditation that will help you to keep looking deeper.

Also a great video from Angelo Dilullo on this process and how it deepens on its own, if not resisted, YouTube: Simply Always Awake "Self and No-Self"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3X_Xpd10pV0&t=38s

If you're interested in the fetters go to Kevin Shanilek's website for information:
https://simplytheseen.com/

Also a great video conversation with Ilona and Kevin Shanilek:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1xWfBHN6oRk

Perfectly Okay.Org:
https://perfectlyokay.org/ - A free, supportive community that has many different modalities and meetings.

There are a number of teleconference groups if you have questions and/or would like to participate in conversation with others who have either been through the LU guiding or who are currently undergoing the process with a guide.

Vince Schubert now has three meetings. Please contact him via email:
vinceschubert@gmail.com for a link and schedule.
His Youtube name is Vince Schubert.

Luchana & Lubo have group on Thursdays. Please contact Luchana at:
luchanauzunova@gmail.com

Ilona holds a monthly meeting, contact:
admin@ilonaciunaite.com for that link and schedule.

With love,

Rowena