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[Jahi]

Can Words Ever describe What This Actually IS or Actually Point to Anything or Anybody...?!?

I guess not. I guess it feels like language is ON TOP of what actually is. It kinda seems like WHAT IS is simple...that it's more silent than a description...
I think words can POINT YES...I mean, that's what were doing here right?

[StaffordJR]

Can Words Ever describe What This Actually IS or Actually Point to Anything or Anybody...?!?

I guess not. I guess it feels like language is ON TOP of what actually is. It kinda seems like WHAT IS is simple...that it's more silent than a description...
I think words can POINT YES...I mean, that's what were doing here right?

Ok Yes Words can Point as long as We Drop The Point Word Theories & it is Never The Point Because no Out There Lol
I'm so Hoping this is Helping Like We've talked about & You mentioned above so Beyond Expiation just Silent Recognition The Looking so Yes...!!! Sending much Love Stafford
;~}=_={~;

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[Jahi]

The Point Word Theories? Not sure what you mean by that.
I think it is helping even if it's super subtly.

Today I was able to notice that what makes me feel like I'm me is simply a thought that tells me so. It was a tiny aha moment.
I used to think I was the sensations behind the skin but then someone on a NonDuality call asked me, "well, are you the sensations or are you the thing that notices the senses?? " and I started laughing so hard and said, "well I'm both! I'm the sensation in the head that talks to me AND I'm the sensation in my chest that feels dense or constricted." So he told me to notice, he said "Inquire inquire inquire. Notice and ask yourself over and over what feels like a sense of 'me' in the moments when you feel like a 'you that controls things' "

So yeah, when I was driving I noticed today that the part in my head that's talking is the part that says "I'm ME and you must defend and protect me"
Very cool to see it.

Id love to zoom again if you're ok w it. Tell me a time and day if you are.

[StaffordJR]

The Point Word Theories? Not sure what you mean by that.
I think it is helping even if it's super subtly.

Today I was able to notice that what makes me feel like I'm me is simply a thought that tells me so. It was a tiny aha moment.
I used to think I was the sensations behind the skin but then someone on a NonDuality call asked me, "well, are you the sensations or are you the thing that notices the senses?? " and I started laughing so hard and said, "well I'm both! I'm the sensation in the head that talks to me AND I'm the sensation in my chest that feels dense or constricted." So he told me to notice, he said "Inquire inquire inquire. Notice and ask yourself over and over what feels like a sense of 'me' in the moments when you feel like a 'you that controls things' "

So yeah, when I was driving I noticed today that the part in my head that's talking is the part that says "I'm ME and you must defend and protect me"
Very cool to see it.

Id love to zoom again if you're ok w it. Tell me a time and day if you are.

Great Moment & Yes definitely like to Zoom let me figure a Good Time & I'll try & let You know tonight
& Yes Yes Yes Keep noticing The Noticing & Great Work...!!! ;~}=_={~;

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[Jahi]

It was very cool to have the moment of clarity yesterday while I was driving and my husband was being a back seat driver and I noticed my need to defend my ME and how the me is just a thought that says ‘defend me!’


But then last night my ME was completely running the show and I was not able to see it because I was in it. I was just ME defending myself and ME trying to control life. I was so emotional the ME wouldn't even give me room to inquire. It just was in charge and wanted what it wanted right now this second and I was like an angry toddler having a tantrum.The ME wouldn’t even give me a millisecond to inquire because it was so angry.
I tried but the hold was so, so strong.

Today at the gym as I looked out the door and saw the pretty trees and I realized that the concept of distance...if I was never taught it, how would I know it. It’s a thought! Distance and space are things I learned and so are therefore thoughts. Hmmmmmm.

[StaffordJR]

If You can make it of course Lol

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[StaffordJR]

It was very cool to have the moment of clarity yesterday while I was driving and my husband was being a back seat driver and I noticed my need to defend my ME and how the me is just a thought that says ‘defend me!’


But then last night my ME was completely running the show and I was not able to see it because I was in it. I was just ME defending myself and ME trying to control life. I was so emotional the ME wouldn't even give me room to inquire. It just was in charge and wanted what it wanted right now this second and I was like an angry toddler having a tantrum.The ME wouldn’t even give me a millisecond to inquire because it was so angry.
I tried but the hold was so, so strong.

Today at the gym as I looked out the door and saw the pretty trees and I realized that the concept of distance...if I was never taught it, how would I know it. It’s a thought! Distance and space are things I learned and so are therefore thoughts. Hmmmmmm.

Definitely Love to Zoom About This Tomorrow around 12pm like last time if You want & are Available...?!? Thanks for Your Kindness & Patience & Hope to Zoom tomorrow oh & Yes The Image always Seems like it's in control but it's like Having a Conversation with Comic book Spider man Lol Remember the Last Zoom...!?!
Great Looking by the Way & Talk or Write tomorrow sending much Love Stafford
;~}=_={~;

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[StaffordJR]

Happy Easter definitely up for a Zoom meeting Monday or Tuesday whatever works for You

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[StaffordJR]

Hi Jahi, Where Should We Start How about Self in Control Lol Sending much Love Stafford

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[Jahi]

hi
funny you ask that.
Today something was different.
Things are just happening on their own and something feels...easier.
This morning was like "duh! It suddenly seemed so obvious this is all just happening, all by itself. The cooking and the cleaning and the helping the children. and the organizing and the planning and the helping the husband...oh who knows what might happen and...there was a moment of waiting in the eye doctors office I closed my eyes and there was just, like a comfort, like an ease or like laying in a warm comfortable bed and it was just like, peace, deep peace.
I forgot my insurance card and where there would normally be shame there was just a matter of fact. And where there would normally be a hook, a reaction...there was...just a matter of fact.
It was just like, this easy flow day
I've been reading Gateless Gatecrashers
Also still asking myself..."what is it here that assumes itself to be me right now? where is it?" and "where is that the part here of me that can control this situation?"
The answer usually is "it's this sensation. This warmth here in my chest...this contraction in the throat. It's a sensation that I assume to be me usually." But then I’m like “wait, but how can the sensation control this???”

[StaffordJR]

hi
funny you ask that.
Today something was different.
Things are just happening on their own and something feels...easier.
This morning was like "duh! It suddenly seemed so obvious this is all just happening, all by itself. The cooking and the cleaning and the helping the children. and the organizing and the planning and the helping the husband...oh who knows what might happen and...there was a moment of waiting in the eye doctors office I closed my eyes and there was just, like a comfort, like an ease or like laying in a warm comfortable bed and it was just like, peace, deep peace.
I forgot my insurance card and where there would normally be shame there was just a matter of fact. And where there would normally be a hook, a reaction...there was...just a matter of fact.
It was just like, this easy flow day
I've been reading Gateless Gatecrashers
Also still asking myself..."what is it here that assumes itself to be me right now? where is it?" and "where is that the part here of me that can control this situation?"
The answer usually is "it's this sensation. This warmth here in my chest...this contraction in the throat. It's a sensation that I assume to be me usually." But then I’m like “wait, but how can the sensation control this???”

OMG Jahi, Exactly Yes Yes Yes Keep Noticing THAT
So Love IT THAT'S Exactly what We Were talking about on Zoom YAY...!!!
Loving This, Sensations come up & The Story ME (Mental Explanation) Lol Explain Why What Where & How Extra...!!!
Great Looking &
Now can this be Unseen
& Can What's Looking Hava an Explanation,
if not Would there Be any Reason for
Searching...???

Sending Peace Love & Laughter
Stafford
;~}=_={~;

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[Jahi]

"Now can this be Unseen"
could it be forgotten? Maybe. Maybe I could forget and get sucked back into trying to figure it all out


"Can What's Looking Hava an Explanation"
By "what's looking" do you mean 'the part of me that assumes to be me'? The sensation that's pretending to be me? How can that have an explanation for all off this? in the same way I was asking how can that control? Is that what you mean??

[Jahi]

wait.
But where is the I who might forget? what assumes itself to be this I that might forget? What assumes itself to be this me that could forget...that could start to try to explaining it all again????

[StaffordJR]

"Now can this be Unseen"
could it be forgotten? Maybe. Maybe I could forget and get sucked back into trying to figure it all out


"Can What's Looking Hava an Explanation"
By "what's looking" do you mean 'the part of me that assumes to be me'? The sensation that's pretending to be me? How can that have an explanation for all off this? in the same way I was asking how can that control? Is that what you mean??[/quote

Ok Yes & not Trying to Confuse Anything.
Yes No One Too Remember or Forget & Yes This can't Be Explained.
I was just Trying To make Sure The Seeing was Absolutely Clear & Yes Yes Yes How You answered is Clear...!!!

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[StaffordJR]

wait.
But where is the I who might forget? what assumes itself to be this I that might forget? What assumes itself to be this me that could forget...that could start to try to explaining it all again????

Yes Once again I was just trying to Clarify What's Knowing This can't Be Explained & if the I That Explains Anything & Everything Start again Would You Say it's Seen Through....!?!
Thanks my Dear Friend Let me know if You need any more Clarification...?!?
Sending Peace Love & Laughter
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