Re: Waking Up
Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2023 8:05 pm
I would like to add that in conclusion, there is no one doing anything. Our thoughts and actions are all illusory. Before waking up, we only believe we are driving the dream bus....
Good Morning Vince,
Of course I kept searching my mind for what type of answer is being looked for in this question.... I re-read your question, and can honestly say that I overlooked the word "find"... in can I "find" responsibility. When I said responsibility is just a word, the intent to this answer was to say no, there is no "real" responsibility. The playing field is relative and absolute. In the absolute, there is no responsibility. To assume there is would be to assume we have control of anything... to assume we are separate...to assume our decisions are our own. I lost the since of this separation in my initial awakening in September 2022. Since then, it's a big sting when the ego thinks it can control a darn thing.
Unfortunately, language is limiting - but this is all we have.
I sent you a private message, but don't know if you received it. After a tiny back and forth conversation with Christiane, I realize the 4th and 5th fetters have not completely fallen, although it was encouraging that she said it "showed" that they were weakened. She has put me on a list to attend the next 4/5 workshop that she conducts.
I would still like to be involved with your zoom meetings that are open to anyone on "the path". If that is possible, I would be very grateful if you would add me to any communication list.
Thank you for your friendship and time. It has been a pure joy meeting those I have met so far! Maybe someday we can hit the links :-)
Love and warm regards, Pam