The Gate

Hi,

There is no self. Nothing is found.

Gman, lie down on the bed, close your eyes and let your body move slowly. Don't listen to the "should" voice.
Notice that there is no one doesn't mean that there is nothing.
Notice the energy that appears as body movement. Notice, this big thing here wich is moving, this big living existence?
Do this for 20 min, this is direct experience of primal wild energy.
Then open your eyes and notice.
Is there anything that is not the great This?

Love
Lubo

Hi Lubo,

lie down on the bed, close your eyes and let your body move slowly

I did as requested a couple of times

First time - Breath was breathing, ears were just hearing, feeling was feeling except my legs, arms, core body started feeling heavy , like weight was on top of them. Then, the body disappeared. Very enjoyable.

Second time - I got to the heavy feeling ,but body did not disappear

Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Gman,
This is a very powerful exercise , you can do it every day, if you want of course.

Notice with closed eyes who or what moves the body?
Are there two things body + someone who moves it or the body is label for this movement?
Image of a Self moves body or This is moving?

Are you this image of a self?

Second time - I got to the heavy feeling ,but body did not disappear

How do you feel now?
Notice this image of a separate entity is coming with emotions and story maybe?
Without them what is here?

Love
Lubo

Hi Lubo,

How do you feel now?

In day to day life, I can lose the I for a moment. But it comes back

Notice this image of a separate entity is coming with emotions and story maybe?

There can be a story /emotions that drag me back to an I.

Without them what is here?

Peace - no suffering

Just wish I could stay in the "Peace - no suffering" longer :)

Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Gman,

Notice this image of a separate entity is coming with emotions and story maybe?

There can be a story /emotions that drag me back to an I.

Without them what is here?

Peace - no suffering

Notice if you don't identify with the story/emotions, is there something else drags you back?

Just wish I could stay in the "Peace - no suffering" longer :)

Notice, without identifying with someone who is suffering, what is here?

Love,
Lubo

Notice if you don't identify with the story/emotions, is there something else drags you back?

No, there is nothing the drag me back

Notice, without identifying with someone who is suffering, what is here?

Just life happening....no suffering :)

Just life happening....no suffering :)

Nice :)
Now notice is there a doer, is there responsibility in this what is happening by itself?

Hi Lubo,

I have been away from internet for a few days

Now notice is there a doer, is there responsibility in this what is happening by itself?

there is no doer - life just happens without any input.

Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Gman,

It sounds that you finish your investigation?
Does the seeking end?
Did you found what you were looking for?
How do you feel in every day life?

Love,
Lubo

Hi Lubo,

It sounds that you finish your investigation?

Yes

Does the seeking end?

When I can get to the no I, it does

Did you found what you were looking for?

I was looking for nothing and found it

How do you feel in every day life?

Most of the time. At times something pulls me out of peace

Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Gman,

Thanks for the reply
I would love to walk with you little bit more, if you are ok?

When I can get to the no I, it does

Please describe what you point with "I" and with "no I", What is happening in the first and in the second ?

Most of the time. At times something pulls me out of peace

Share what pulls you usually?

Much love
Lubo

Hi Ludo

Please describe what you point with "I" and with "no I", What is happening in the first and in the second ?

The "I" has thoughts , emotions, and labels
The no "I" is just awareness. No suffering. Life just happens.

Share what pulls you usually?

I have tried to figure out what does it. I cant identify what pulls me back to "I".


Enjoy,
Gman

Hi Gman,

The "I" has thoughts , emotions, and labels

So, there is still an I ?
How something which doesn't exist still have thoughts , emotions, and labels?
What Santa has?

Love
Lubo

So, there is still an I ?

Rarely. When I appears, I ask who is talking - nobody :)

How something which doesn't exist still have thoughts , emotions, and labels?

It can not

What Santa has?

keeps me at no I :)

Ok. Gman,
There is no I , what is here then?
How things happen?