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[minddweller]

I forgot to let you know I liked your answers, it is just important that we go through these last bits before we end the conversation.


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[mark seifert]

Hi MD, Thanks for caring.
1. No there is no separate self,me or I anywhere in any shape or form. There never was. Which leads me to:
2.Birth of the body,labeled and identified as mark from conception leading to a belief that mark was real. Was told it had to go to school and learn how to get ahead of all the other no-selves and accomplish all of these other beliefs like money, houses, family etc.Then mark could die knowing or not knowing that he did the best he could do and if he was good enough,he would then be allowed to go to heaven and praise the almighty being for all of eternity.(how old and boring would that get?) Now I see that it is just life living life.Being,seeing,experiencing whatever arises in this present moment.knowing that it is perfect.
3.It feels the like the weight of the world has been lifted off of my shoulders,I can breath again and appreciate each breath.I can just live life knowing that there is just i thing happening.It is what it is!Words aren't enough to explain it.The difference between before this dialogue started and now is everything is different although nothing has changed.I know you get what i'm saying.The past few days have been very peaceful and quiet with the occasional thought that I must be f......kin crazy,which passes quicker and quicker like all thoughts do. Really enjoying life now and keep repeating the question "how does it get better than this"to which life then shows me how.So much joy.
4.I don't think that there was any 1 thing that pushed me over. Intellectually,everything was in place, with only me, mark, left to remove.Through the pointing which you, MD, supplied , as well as the readings in the gateless gate,something changed but i'll be darned if i can figure out what it was,so why try.It's OK.
5.Decision,intention,free will,choice and control do not exist.And even if they did exist who would they be existing for. There is nobody there.There is only one thing happening, and its you.Call it source,God,oneness, life,the infinite one or whatever other term you would like to use.Like I said there is only 1 thing going on. Enjoy it. You are not responsible for anything,anywhere, space, or time. Only in the illusion of duality do any of these things appear real.Everything born here dies here.Everything that comes......goes. Appears.... disappears. Am i rambling,I could go on and on but i think you get the point.
The last few days have been wonderful.I have been able to share this with a few that have come before me in the present moment.Allowing all things, is key in this experience.Loving all as 1 is so simple now. There is nothing to do. Just BE. Thanks MD for your love and patience. Keep doing what you are doing until we meet again. If there is any thing i can do for you or anymore questions i can answer. I will be happy to do so. Thanks (formally mark ha ha )

[minddweller]

I have no further questions. Nor has any of the other guides. We are done here. Short and sweet. In a while you'll be contacted by admin. It's been a pleasure sharing this.


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[minddweller]

As the confirmation process is done you'll soon be added to various Facebook groups etc. where you can take the inquiry deeper


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[mark seifert]

Thanks MD and guides.Enjoyed the experience.