The Gate

just today absolutly no teaching seems to be needed.
This day is pure confrontation and insight.

there's a hint of wrongness in that sentence, huh... hint of "me" and "progress".

also a hint of "next moment".

There seems to be an addiction to the "next moment". Or maybe just an automatic mechanism, a habit

No teaching, no teacher.
Nowhere to get to that isn’t already here.

> whose tongue? is there an owner to the sensation labeled "tongue"?
GRRRRRRR

THIS IS LEADING NOWHERE. AAAAH. It's hitting the head against a wall, I'm telling you.

Maybe nowhere to get to with thought. Look, don’t think. Is there a little me inside tongue?

There seems to be an addiction to the "next moment".
maybe just an automatic mechanism, a habit

Just stay then. Here in what is real, not fantasy.

And I mainly noticed that there's virtually no difference between exhaustedness and rest.

Aha yes YES! So who benefits/suffers from these labels that are not accurate? From being the one who is exhausted. (tiny violins)
Dropping all the stories and descriptions and labels, what is here in RAW direct experience?

Is there a little me inside tongue?

not a little me, no

who benefits/suffers from these labels that are not accurate?

...me..?
ahm...

it might be there is a tension this is "protecting" in a way

what is here in RAW direct experience?

nothing special, but there was just something about it.
about that undifferentiated arising and going.

(sensation labeled "pulling me into/away" occurring)