The Gate

I've found seeing, feeling, tasting, smelling, hearing, emotions and thinking.

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Is it you that is owning seeing, feeling, tasting, smelling, hearing, emotions and thinking.

"You feel like you're on the cusp"

Take a look at the feeling- is it a sensation or a thought

If you have found no I, and experience is happening, are you expecting that you will not identify with self thoughts?
What is the feeling that you are looking for/want?

Is it you that is owning seeing, feeling, tasting, smelling, hearing, emotions and thinking?

No.

"You feel like you're on the cusp" Take a look at the feeling- is it a sensation or a thought?

A thought.

If you have found no I, and experience is happening, are you expecting that you will not identify with self thoughts?

Yes

What is the feeling that you are looking for/want?

The full realisation that there is no self, resulting in less identification with things/thoughts and less trying to control/own.

No, I mean the feeling, not the thought of full realization that there is no self

What is the feeling you are looking for?

I cannot ask you questions if you don't give me something to work with.

I am looking for peace and contentment.

What is in the way of peace and contentment now?

The thought that I need some new knowledge or to be in some kind of higher state in order to be at peace.

There's a conflict between reality and what I want, but I don't know exactly what I want, and even if I found it would probably want something else.

Pallavi, this is too irregular, so isn't getting anywhere. You helped me get past some of the veiling, but now I'll leave. I'll focus more on my previous practice, and maybe try this again when I'm more ripe. Bye. :)