Lee welcome to the forum, let's have a chat

[Lee]

The last 3 Questions were very helpful especially writing the story It was during that story that it really allowed me to see. 2) was it real Yes very real 3) What is here now? Awareness Everywhere there is aliveness ,It is Lighter it is like a New Day a new sense of Freedom The I that I thought I was is no longer not sure how to express it exactly It is an experience It is a different Quality of Existence expressing than before less weighty less encumbered .Also Sameness by that No Inside or Outside they are One It is very REAL

[Ilona]

How is life feelIing today?

Can you have another go answering the question- what is real, what is here now? But this time not from the mind but from direct experience. Write exactly what is happening as it happening. Go right down from the head to the body, notice what is here and simply describe it.

Much love.

[Lee]

Yes, Thanks,SuperBowl yesterday & hurried it because people were here I will answer in a few .

[Lee]

Tried 4 times to answer this Hit wrong button 3 times & erased what was written That is what is Happening now ..LOL
but it is very cool ,It is simply what is happening . Itis not happening TO ME big difference in they Quality of Reality no longer a to me, aspect of occurrences .What is here now , Computer Typing Desk these things are here now ..Observation is Here Now actuallly Clarity is here now Things are being seen as they are. So Being Here Now ( wow) is what is happening Memory is happening ( read that book in the 70's) Now realize what it means ...LOL Laughter is happening. What pushed Me ? The Questions, Desire, Courage all pushed me.Yesterday Super Bowl great example of the illusion . How real it is made, as if the outcome somehow affects us yet it is no more real than the belief in the I .

[Ilona]

great! seems that you getting through. could you give one more attempt to answer the question ''when you say i what is it referring to?"

see if you can do it clearer then last time. what is that i?

:))

[Lee]

A label for awareness . The I no longer is there but awareness is

[Ilona]

Label for awareness? So is it awareness talking? Is I awareness?
What is awareness and what is its function?
Can you dig here a bit, look deeper.

[Lee]

I knew you were going to say this ,haha, yes Looking Deeper . The function of Awareness is to Be.When i look for an i there is no i there is simply awareness aware of itself I do not know how else to explain it. I is then a function of language . You are in the UK I am in Texas yet there is nothing seperateing us save the thought you are you & i am I so I must be a thought only a thought the thought of i talking to the thought of you .Language

[Ilona]

Pretty clear. But is it thoughts that are talking? Thought of I talking to thought you? What is really going on?
Can thought talk?

[Lee]

relating experiences. Thoughts do not talk. This set of experiences is communicating to another set of experiences what is being experienced using a language based on false assumptions about what it is that is actually going on.

[Ilona]

Is there any doubt at all or all seem clear?
How is anything different?

Sending love!

[Lee]

All is clear....is anything different ? Yes, I have acquired Super Powers..Just made the coffee pot overrun & there was no one to get upset..just a thing..that is different Thanks Ilona !! True Friend !!!!! Much Love to YOU !!!!! <3

[Ilona]

wow, superpowers indeed :))
you are most welcome my friend. i'm delighted !!

lots of love.

[Lee]

Read where there is a group that teaches how to help others do this ,,can I access that ?