Intro

[Lubo]

Wonderful!
Notice the freedom to not be your name, body, story, life, consciousness ...

Love,
Lubo

[wellspring]

Three things I’m noticing. First, periodically there is a shift where I “see” consciousness as the foreground and events/experiences as the background dancing in the field of consciousness. It’s almost more a feeling than a seeing. It is a peaceful and fulfilling new kind of seeing. Second, I have a deepening appreciation for the simple beauty of such things such as clouds, water and fire. They are taken in more completely. Third, when I rest in the heart of consciousness, there is a warm field of love in the center of the all. Perhaps it is the fundamental essence of all when the mind quiets.

Thanks, Lubo, for your ongoing, kind guidance.

[Lubo]

Beautiful!
No need to identify with anything, consciousness or whatever,

t’s almost more a feeling than a seeing. It is a peaceful and fulfilling new kind of seeing.

I like that!
Yes, the path to Nirvana is direct—beyond thoughts and stories, it is here to be felt.

Second, I have a deepening appreciation for the simple beauty of such things such as clouds, water and fire.

...Women and men, birds and trees—and yet, you don’t know what you are. Like a football player who is neither the ball nor the game, you are effortlessly playing here.

Third, when I rest in the heart of consciousness, there is a warm field of love in the center of the all.

I enjoy meeting and feeling you there.

So much love to you,
Lubo

[wellspring]

Not much to report recently. Brief periods when I rest in the open, peaceful heart space. Some unusual experiences when the space that I usually associate with the I behind my eyes opens up into a kind of void. It’s as if there is nothing there and it’s actually experienced in a strange way as a void opening backwards and outwards. Not uncomfortable.

[Lubo]

Nice :)
You are here to see that you are not the body.

And you find that you can experience only yourself. This is not a void—you are just Vast.

Look again: Can you experience anything other than yourself?

When you imagine being the body—truly trying to be the body, to experience blood, flesh, bones, waste, fluids—what happens?

Are you truly human, or are you something beyond?

[wellspring]

I haven’t forgotten you. I just haven’t had any new developments. The new way of seeing is still accessible and less unusual but I continue to fall back into the old way of seeing as a matter of habit.

[Lubo]

but I continue to fall back into the old way of seeing

Yes, thoughts and emotions. The issue with this way of seeing is that it feels unstable.

What helped me was to truly *see*—to realize that all this beauty—pictures, sounds, forms (life)—is absolutely *not real*. And in that seeing, I found stability within myself, a sense of home—ever here, ever present.

Just rest at home, and as the unreality of the world is recognized, the mind and emotions will naturally settle.

It’s like realizing that what seemed to be a *snake* (real life and body) was always just a *rope* (not real).

I am with you,
Lubo

[wellspring]

It’s been a while since I messaged you. I return again and again to this experience of silent, peaceful spaciousness at the core of being. Haven’t know what to write other than that which seems a bit repetitive though lovely.

[Lubo]

Nice!

I return again and again to this experience of silent, peaceful spaciousness at the core of being. Haven’t know what to write other than that which seems a bit repetitive though lovely.

Notice — what stands in the way of freedom is not thoughts themselves,
but the subtle idea that above this peaceful spaciousness that you are…
there is a persona."

Free yourself from this illusion.
You are not the persona appearing in spaciousness —
you are the spaciousness.
Notice how simple the realization of what you are truly is.
It’s not an achievement —
just a soft turning inward,
a gentle seeing without effort.

You were never far.
You are what you’ve been looking through all along.


So much love to you,
lubo

[wellspring]

I haven’t forgotten you. I’ve had some medical issues that have necessitated multiple visits to physicians recently. I have to have surgery on my nose for a carcinoma next week. Some fear arises mostly due to vanity. But I can also soften and let go of that. Your last response is powerful, simple and true.

[wellspring]

I a reviewing your past replies more closely. I definitely don’t experience who I am as the body and bodily processes when I consciously look closely. Those things allow me to perceive and interact with this external world.

In response to “you are not the persona appearing in spaciousness” that delusion persists probably due to a lifelong, reinforced belief that I am the persona and the inner dialog that is interpreted to be the persona/self. Although persona is a funny word to use because it is more of a mask than the true essence of being. I am able to observe all of this so I am not what I observe. I am the observer but “the observer” is still experienced as a higher order of the self. But a finite self, not a vast, selfless peacefulness.

The words and beliefs do fall away though now (and periodically). All that is here is the warm stillness.The mind then says “well this won’t last…you crave your habitual way of being.” That’s just another thought though that can be witnessed with kindness and released.

[Lubo]

I am with you!

That’s just another thought — it can be witnessed with kindness and released.

But notice the witness itself…
Isn’t it simply a living energy which the mind tries to manage, instead of letting it be felt, embodied, and enjoyed in its raw vitality?

And deeper still…
What is here that is managing everything to appear exactly as it does?
What is this silent, unseen presence that orchestrates the arising of thought, feeling, the sense of witness — all of it?

And what is that which creating everything being just as it is —
each appearance is unfolding according to its own perfect design?

[wellspring]

Thank you again for your loving, attentive responses.

How do you remain in connection moment to moment with the clear view of what is our true nature? I can definitely connect with true nature for moments and even minutes but when I return to daily activities and responsibilities, the illusory I takes hold. Is it just returning again and again to true nature and perhaps letting go of the construct of time and the fixation on a hoped for evolution of consciousness? Just resting in and gently connecting with what is always here every moment?

[Lubo]

I see.
Can you notice the subtle idea that there is something wrong with this human form?
It often hides as a contraction in the body — can you localise it?

This is the mechanism:
In the background, almost by default, there is a sense that someone is wrong.
And this perceived wrongness begins to live life — moving through daily activities, protected by layers of tension, surviving through more contraction…
Can you see this?

The doorway is this very sense of wrongness.
Go there.
You are the Light itself — God, AWARENESS.
Go there and ask:
Is it true that there is something wrong with your creation?

Don’t listen to the mind — it repeats the same old story.
Instead, look directly into the place where the belief “something’s wrong here” lives.
What’s really there?

Why should there be anything wrong with this human form?
Why wouldn’t it deserve a joyful life, enjoying everything it loves?

"Why?" is not a question for the mind to answer —
It is an invitation to see.

This is important: LOOK.

I am with you.
Let me love all of you.
❤️
L.