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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Tue Oct 03, 2023 1:45 am

Can a thought think?
Can a thought read these words?
No, thoughts are not aware of anything. Can't think, read, smell, taste or touch.

Is there awareness of these words on the screen?
Is there awareness of what is seen ? what is heard?
Yes.

If there is no 'me' then who is aware? I get stuck here.

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Re: Exploration

Postby warissem » Tue Oct 03, 2023 8:44 am

Good morning
If there is no 'me' then who is aware? I get stuck here.
You need to be sure about seeing that there is no you, no separate self as you are sure that there is no Superman in real life. It is not a logical reasoning about if... and if not...

Your question about who is aware, is due to the conditionning that a verb needs a subject. The investigation is to check if thoughts mach with objective reality :seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching or sensations. We say "it is raining" knowing that there is no one doing it. It is better to say "raining is happening". As you can see, there is no separation between rain and raining. It is an experience which begins and ends.
Is there a you doing something? Are you making thoughts arise?
Are you making experiences arise?
Are you doing the seeing? the smelling?
Are you doing something to be aware?

There is awareness (as a verb being aware) : it is a universal principle, it is not you. Do you see this?

Waiting for your insights

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Wed Oct 04, 2023 12:52 am

You need to be sure about seeing that there is no you, no separate self as you are sure that there is no Superman in real life. It is not a logical reasoning about if... and if not...
Is the following correct? When I look for a separate self or the 'me' it's an idea/thought which doesn't link to anything 'real' or observable in my experience. The thought door links to a visual door. 'Me' links to nothing real or observable. It's almost like a fictional character / idea which I have been identifying with. The body is real, the thought (as a thought) is real, but the decider, thinker, doer... Any 'er' is just the thought telling a fictional narrative which I've been identifying with, or rather identifying with itself.
We say "it is raining" knowing that there is no one doing it. It is better to say "raining is happening".
Brilliant! There is no one thinking. Thought IS thinking. Sight IS seeing. Sounds IS hearing.
Is there a you doing something? Are you making thoughts arise?
No, there is a thought which when believed makes it seem as though there is a 'me' doing something. Really there is just unfolding happening. Thoughts are part of the unfolding.

This answer has a tad less certainty than the one's below.
Are you making experiences arise?
Are you doing the seeing? the smelling?
Are you doing something to be aware?
No

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Re: Exploration

Postby warissem » Wed Oct 04, 2023 9:32 am

Good morning
Is the following correct? When I look for a separate self or the 'me' it's an idea/thought which doesn't link to anything 'real' or observable in my experience. The thought door links to a visual door. 'Me' links to nothing real or observable. It's almost like a fictional character / idea which I have been identifying with. The body is real, the thought (as a thought) is real, but the decider, thinker, doer... Any 'er' is just the thought telling a fictional narrative which I've been identifying with, or rather identifying with itself.
Have you seen this ?
If so how do you feel after seeing this?

Brilliant! There is no one thinking.

Yes

Thought IS thinking. Sight IS seeing. Sounds IS hearing.
Are you kidding? Can a thought think, or a sight see or a sound hear? Are there sentient?
Are you aware of thoughts ?
Are you aware with no thoughts, of the silence ?

No, there is a thought which when believed makes it seem as though there is a 'me' doing something. Really there is just unfolding happening. Thoughts are part of the unfolding.
Yes

This answer has a tad less certainty than the one's below.
This is an exercise which will help.
1. Place both hands on a table in front of you, palms down.
2. When you have done that, rest for a moment and then raise one hand in the air but not the other.

Don't go to thoughts, examine your direct experience. Do this as many times as you like, and each time inquire:-

What is it exactly that is choosing which hand to raise?
Can you find a separate individual or anything that is doing the choosing?
What is it that is controlling the hand?
Can a ‘controller’ of any description be located?
Can anything be found that makes the hand move?
How is the decision made?

Best for you

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Thu Oct 05, 2023 12:32 am

Have you seen this ?
If so how do you feel after seeing this?
Yes, I've seen this for a while. But the clarity comes and goes (not the fact of it). It feels obvious yet illusive.
Are you kidding? Can a thought think, or a sight see or a sound hear? Are there sentient?
No, I think what I wrote was misinterpreted. I wasn't saying thoughts think and sights see. I was saying that a thought is the equivelant of thinking. There isn't both thinking and thought. Sound is the equivelant of hearing . There isn't both sound and hearing. Just like there isn't both raining and rain as separate things. That's what I meant by thought IS thinking (they aren't different). Very clear thougt, sight, etc. Is insentient.

Interestingly I noticed quite a bit of identifying when I realized how the statement was interpreted. I didn't want to feel stupid. Was mildly triggering ☺️
Are you aware of thoughts ?
Are you aware with no thoughts, of the silence ?
Yes

I want to sit with the exercise a bit more before I answer the questions...

Will reply later today

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Thu Oct 05, 2023 4:03 am

Ok so I spent more time with the exercise...

Wanting to be super honest vs being a good student
What is it exactly that is choosing which hand to raise?
Hard to say exactly. It just happens is what I am meant to say, and this is true. But there is also a strong urge or feeling tone of a decision being made. But they are just feelings. There is also the thought 'I am deciding x' but that is just thought. But still doesn't feel 100% uncontrolled. Can't find 'a chooser' though.
Can you find a separate individual or anything that is doing the choosing?
No, similar to above. There is a feeling and thoughts associated with choosing.

What is it that is controlling the hand?
Nothing. Hand just moves. But there are very very thin / mild thoughts / overlays claiming ownership of movement

Can a ‘controller’ of any description be located?
No, but very subtle thought seems to believe itself as the controller


Can anything be found that makes the hand move?
No

How is the decision made?
It just happens, but seems to link to mild urges and some feelings/sensations. I am not suggesting the urgea ans sensations decide, but they create a sense of a decider.

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Re: Exploration

Postby warissem » Thu Oct 05, 2023 8:59 am

Hi Michael
Yes, I've seen this for a while. But the clarity comes and goes (not the fact of it). It feels obvious yet illusive.
Being aware knowingly is the best way to settle.
No, I think what I wrote was misinterpreted. I wasn't saying thoughts think and sights see. I was saying that a thought is the equivelant of thinking. There isn't both thinking and thought. Sound is the equivelant of hearing . There isn't both sound and hearing. Just like there isn't both raining and rain as separate things. That's what I meant by thought IS thinking (they aren't different). Very clear thougt, sight, etc. Is insentient.
Yes, I write what you said like this : thought=thinking, sight=seeing, awareness=being aware, ... Great to see that there is no separation between what is seen and the seeing.
Is there a seer? a hearer? a knower?
Is there a you, a separate self in any shape or form?
Interestingly I noticed quite a bit of identifying when I realized how the statement was interpreted. I didn't want to feel stupid. Was mildly triggering ☺️
There is no you to feel stupid, do you see this?
Ok so I spent more time with the exercise...
Wanting to be super honest vs being a good student
Great, I like your honesty.

Hard to say exactly. It just happens is what I am meant to say, and this is true. But there is also a strong urge or feeling tone of a decision being made. But they are just feelings. There is also the thought 'I am deciding x' but that is just thought. But still doesn't feel 100% uncontrolled. Can't find 'a chooser' though.
A choser as such, is not found. The old mode of feeling and thinking is still operating. Just give light to the feeling and know it is just a feeling not a decision maker. Give light to the thought and see it as a thought not a decision maker.

No, similar to above. There is a feeling and thoughts associated with choosing.
Same comments as above.

It just happens, but seems to link to mild urges and some feelings/sensations. I am not suggesting the urgea ans sensations decide, but they create a sense of a decider.
Now, discriminate between sensations and thoughts : sensations are only sensations and the thought "a sense of decider" is put on them ; do you see the subtlety of this?

Best for you

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Fri Oct 06, 2023 1:06 am

Is there a seer? a hearer? a knower?
Is there a you, a separate self in any shape or form?
No seer or hearer. This is very clear. A knower being absent is less clear to me, but very clear at times.

No separate self in any shape or form, other than the thought. But that's not a real self. It's an imagined self with no 'actual' reality.
There is no you to feel stupid, do you see this?
I see there is a projection of a me who felt stupid or misinderstood. Usually I believe the projection is me. But the projection can't be tied to anything actual in my experience.
Just give light to the feeling and know it is just a feeling not a decision maker. Give light to the thought and see it as a thought not a decision maker.
Yes, I need to see them as insentient arisings
Now, discriminate between sensations and thoughts : sensations are only sensations and the thought "a sense of decider" is put on them ; do you see the subtlety of this?
Yes, a bit. I need to spend a bit of time looking at this more.

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Re: Exploration

Postby warissem » Fri Oct 06, 2023 9:06 am

Hi Michael
No seer or hearer. This is very clear.

Fine

A knower being absent is less clear to me, but very clear at times.
There is awareness (being aware ) but no knower as a subject :if it were so it would be seen.

No separate self in any shape or form, other than the thought. But that's not a real self. It's an imagined self with no 'actual' reality.
Yes, how do you feel to see this?

I see there is a projection of a me who felt stupid or misinderstood. Usually I believe the projection is me. But the projection can't be tied to anything actual in my experience.
Do you see that all this is a thought story? How can a me (a concept) feel stupid.

Yes, I need to see them as insentient arisings
No effort is needed.

Yes, a bit. I need to spend a bit of time looking at this more.
Practice the discrimination between thoughts and direct experience (seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, touching or sensations). The label is not the object : the concept water does not quench your thirst.

There is an exercise which will help.
There is a belief that labels have a one-to-one correspondence with ‘reality’. But there isn’t. Just like it is a generally accepted belief that labels like ‘good’ and ‘bad’ are inherent characteristics of ‘things’. But actually, they are not.

When you look at the word label ‘GREEN’, what is the actual experience?

Is the colour red ‘experienced’, or is the colour green ‘experienced’ as the label suggests?

Does the label ‘GREEN’ have a one-to-one correspondence with ‘reality’? Or does the label suggest something else other than what is here now (red colour)?

Is 'green' associated in any way with the experience of the colour red; or is green just a label that overlays the actual experience of red?

If the label ‘GREEN’ is replaced with the label ‘GOOD’ or ‘BAD’, is the redness affected in any way as the labels suggests?

Does redness become ‘good’ or ‘bad’, or do the labels have no affect whatsoever on ‘reality’?

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Sat Oct 07, 2023 8:22 am

Yes, how do you feel to see this?
A mild 'oh cool' feeling. But a bit of hmmm this isn't changing much viscerally.
Do you see that all this is a thought story? How can a me (a concept) feel stupid.
Yes. A concept can't feel stupid. It can't feel. It's an image. But the image of a stupid-self can trigger emotions. Those emotions aren't owned by anyone. But they certainly feel like they are. Stronger emotions 'feel' owned. But I know any owner is more thought.
When you look at the word label ‘GREEN’, what is the actual experience?
Red
Is the colour red ‘experienced’, or is the colour green ‘experienced’ as the label suggests?

Does the label ‘GREEN’ have a one-to-one correspondence with ‘reality’? Or does the label suggest something else other than what is here now (red colour)?
Suggests something else

Is 'green' associated in any way with the experience of the colour red; or is green just a label that overlays the actual experience of red?
A label. 'Me' is just a label that overlays all experience.
If the label ‘GREEN’ is replaced with the label ‘GOOD’ or ‘BAD’, is the redness affected in any way as the labels suggests?
No

Does redness become ‘good’ or ‘bad’, or do the labels have no affect whatsoever on ‘reality’?

Labels have no impact on reality

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Sat Oct 07, 2023 8:25 am

Yes, how do you feel to see this?
A mild 'oh cool' feeling. But a bit of hmmm this isn't changing much viscerally.
Do you see that all this is a thought story? How can a me (a concept) feel stupid.
Yes. A concept can't feel stupid. It can't feel. It's an image. But the image of a stupid-self can trigger emotions. Those emotions aren't owned by anyone. But they certainly feel like they are. Stronger emotions 'feel' owned. But I know any owner is more thought.
When you look at the word label ‘GREEN’, what is the actual experience?
Red
Is the colour red ‘experienced’, or is the colour green ‘experienced’ as the label suggests?

Does the label ‘GREEN’ have a one-to-one correspondence with ‘reality’? Or does the label suggest something else other than what is here now (red colour)?
Suggests something else

Is 'green' associated in any way with the experience of the colour red; or is green just a label that overlays the actual experience of red?
A label. 'Me' is just a label that overlays all experience.
If the label ‘GREEN’ is replaced with the label ‘GOOD’ or ‘BAD’, is the redness affected in any way as the labels suggests?
No

Does redness become ‘good’ or ‘bad’, or do the labels have no affect whatsoever on ‘reality’?

Labels have no impact on reality

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Re: Exploration

Postby warissem » Sat Oct 07, 2023 8:54 am

Good morning
A mild 'oh cool' feeling. But a bit of hmmm this isn't changing much viscerally.
There is no great change after having seen through the illusion of a separate self. It is like seeing that Santa does not exist.

Yes. A concept can't feel stupid. It can't feel. It's an image.
Yes.

But the image of a stupid-self can trigger emotions.

Emotion is a movement of energy in the body + a label. Having said that, is there a link between the sensation in the body and the label, in direct experience?
In any arising emotion or feeling, just split apart the sensations from the thoughts and focus on sensations.

Those emotions aren't owned by anyone. But they certainly feel like they are. Stronger emotions 'feel' owned.But I know any owner is more thought.

Same as above : a feeling is a sensation in the body + a label. Focus only on the raw sensation.

You have done good observations about the labels but here is a comment :
Is 'green' associated in any way with the experience of the colour red; or is green just a label that overlays the actual experience of red?
A label. 'Me' is just a label that overlays all experience.
You replaced the word "green" with the word "me" in your answer. In direct experience "does the label "me" overlay all experience?

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Sun Oct 08, 2023 2:27 am

Emotion is a movement of energy in the body + a label. Having said that, is there a link between the sensation in the body and the label, in direct experience?
Yes and no. A particular emotion will cause a particular label. Eg. A certain feeling leads to a label 'sad'. But the sensation exists independently of any label. The label isn't the sensation. Just an attenpt to capture it.
You replaced the word "green" with the word "me" in your answer. In direct experience "does the label "me" overlay all experience?
It is present in experience eg. 'My body', 'my feelings', but it isn't truly linked to the stuff it says its linked to. I links itself to experiences but doesn't truly / actually overlay.

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Re: Exploration

Postby warissem » Sun Oct 08, 2023 9:00 am

Good morning
It is present in experience eg. 'My body', 'my feelings', but it isn't truly linked to the stuff it says its linked to.
Is it your body? Are they your feelings? Is there a real me to which these belong?

I links itself to experiences but doesn't truly / actually overlay.
Can a concept "I" link itself? Is "I" sentient?
Is "I" pointing to something outside of thoughts?

Just remember that answers are given through direct experience :seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting and touching or sensations.

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Re: Exploration

Postby Misasc90 » Mon Oct 09, 2023 3:52 am

Is it your body? Are they your feelings? Is there a real me to which these belong?
No. There is an imagined 'me' which is just a thought. This imagined me when identified with is the so called 'my'. But it doesn't point to anything real in experience.
Can a concept "I" link itself? Is "I" sentient?
The concept 'I' is not sentient. It's just a label.

It can't link itself. It's actually a stand alone label. But when attention isn't paid to it, it seems to associate with many things. But when seen as a mere label it can't associate. No word actually links to any 'thing'. Even the word 'rain' doesn't truly link to seen-rain. It's just a label/word and has no reality. It's an overlay on something real (ie. Seen-rain). But 'I' isn't even an overlay! It's a stand alone label representing nothing. Just to keep expressing because it helps (and allows 'me' to check with you if I am on the right track)... 'I' as a label has imagery of a body, a doer, a sitter, a thinker, but no actual 'doer' etc. Can be found. Only the body which is insentient and subtle imagery tied to the body which also links to nothing real. The imagery is a fabrication, a phantom...
Is "I" pointing to something outside of thoughts?
No. No 'thing' outside of thought can be called 'I'. 'I' is a phantom thought.


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