I need guidance to release Reactivity once for all

[Anastacia42]

Do you still want to be guided until seeking stops or are you ghosting our conversation?

Much love,

Stacy

[atmajnani]

Dear Stacy,

Exactly where do you find these "preferences and life circumstances in DIRECT EXPERIENCE?
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I didn't see any replies from you after my last email on August 31st!
My deepest apologies, believe me I was also saddened not to hear from you after my answers to the final questions.
Answering your last question, life circumstances is another way to say WHAT HAPPENS IN DIRECT EXPERIENCE, WHAT IS. Preferences still exist after awakening. I still prefer blue over red.
I'm very grateful for your time and patience with me. Our dialogues helped me dissolve some remaining concepts in my mind and relax deeper in my direct experience of no-self.

The honeymoon period after the basic awakening I experienced last March ended in September. I started experiencing 'raw reactions' because I became very aware of the cause-effect relations of childhood traumas and my present conditioning. I remember I experienced some avoidance to look deep within into sensations in some of your questions. Later I started inquiry on reactivity using Kevin Schanilec's method and again avoidance to look deep within came back. I can tell you now that I have had a couple of insights that reduced my reactivity, but it's not gone yet. I'm still using the method until I see through reactivity.

If I can be of any help in this community, I can offer some of my time to guide people in Portuguese or English.

Much Love and gratitude,
Atmajnani

[Anastacia42]

Okay, first I have to see if other guides have any further questions. If not you can choose a mentor so you can learn to guide. We can always use more guides, especially in other languages.

There have been problems with email notifications, so watch this space on your own and keep checking.

Loving,

[atmajnani]

Dear Stacy,

I received the email notification this time.
I think that was what failed on August 31st and I didn't check the thread in the forum directly!

Love,
atmajnani

[Anastacia42]

Yes. Good. Watch this space.

[Anastacia42]

Good morning!

You've crossed the Gateless Gate. You'll receive a PM (above right) with some additional information.

If you want to guide, read through other guides' threads, choose someone whose style you like & ask them to be your mentor for your first clients.

Welcome home!

Much love,

[atmajnani]

Hi Stacy,

Once again I deeply grateful for your guidance.

Much Love,
Marta

[Anastacia42]

Marta, my pleasure.

Peace on Earth - one mind at a time.

Loving,