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[PaulR]

Hi Lubo,
I think so, especially since everything is in such perfect order, as is.
Please, let's finish with the final questions.
Thank you,
Paul

[PaulR]

Hi Lubo,
I think so, especially since everything is in such perfect order, as is.
Please, let's finish with the final questions.
Thank you,
Paul

[Lubo]

Hi Paul,
Here are the questions.
Reply each question individually.
Let answers comes from Direct Experience what is seen at the moment, fresh fresh :)

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?

2) Share in your own words what the illusion of separate self is and how it shows up in experience.

3) How does it feel to see this?

What is the difference from before you started this dialogue?

4) What was the last bit that pushed you over; made you look?

5a. Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work?
Give examples from your own recent experiences to how things happen and how things work.
5b. What are you responsible for? Give examples from your own recent experiences to how this works.

6) Anything to add?

Love
Lubo

[PaulR]

Hi Lubo,
1) There is nothing separate from 'what is', no one, no thing, never, ever. No 'self', no 'me' and no 'I'.

2) Illusion of 'self' is conditioned thought pattern/habit falsely purporting to take ownership of 'life', of 'what is'.

3) The realisation of no 'self' is a relief. It is big, but, somehow, in this moment, just feels as it is. As it always has been.
Prior to your guiding, Lubo, I was fighting with thoughts, trying to conquer thought through meditation, searching
ceaselessly for an answer to mental strife. Now, here, in this moment, there is sitting in peace. Thoughts come and go
and they are no more than their insignificance, felt by no one.

4) I wrote to you that one moment there was clarity and the next illusion. You replied 'don't worry, illusion will still
appear. Truth is not a state... just must be seen...'
This felt so liberating - of course! It can only be 'what is'...

5) a. Free will, choice etc. are illusory and claimed by the 'self' as aggrandizement. Life happens as the present moment
and simply 'is'. 'Make things happen' is not. The 'working' is unknowable.

b. Since 'you', 'me' is illusion, and there is only 'what is' there can be no responsibility. Life is liberation.
All things simply happen, breathing, seeing, heart beating, driving a car....

6) It feels like a new life has begun, a new awareness, nascent, but full to the brim with possibility :)

Thank you LU, thank you Lubo,
Much love,
Paul

[Lubo]

Thank you very much, Paul.
I will write back soon.

Love
Lubo

[PaulR]

Hey Lubo,
Just to let you know I have had a message from Nerina about LU Aftercare Groups etc..
Wanted to thank you again for all your efforts on my behalf and wish you and Luchana
the best for a wonderful future :)
God bless,
Paul

[Lubo]

Yes, congratulation! Paul :)
Just to know, I am here if you want to chat or share.
It will be wonderful to be in touch.
My FB is https://www.facebook.com/lubomir.ostrev
And if you want to become a guide, write me. It will keep you on the way.

Love
Lubo