I'm able to BE the I AM for seconds at a time, it is such Glorius Love!

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LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
I have been 'concepting' and contemplating for years now and it has served me well, in that I was able to experience several non-dual states over the 5 or 6 years of 'figuring out' what that bigger thing was that I was 'seeking' (wondering about?)
... It has taken a few years of returning to LU & multiple LU app read-throughs to see more clearly..

What are you looking for at LU?
I imagine that I want to experience the 'knowing' and 'BEing' the 'You are looking through the eyes of the thing you are looking for.' thing more consistently. I have lots of beautiful time in 'flow state', when the 'I' goes away all by itself, but it's not the same glorius, 'tear of joy bringing' experience that comes when 'I' is anhihilated simply by the recognition of what 'I AM' naturally decimating the story laden little ego.
I guess I would like help 'seeing through' more permanantly, it seems so open and new and so powerful and intelligent a way to live.

What do you expect from a guided conversation?
Hopefully the wisdom of someone truly, fully liberated may come to me in the form of different words than I'm used to reading & using? Often, Truths that are put a certain, different way, or strike me as very clear in a way or context I've not necessarily thought of before, shakes me to the core the way I like - and it wakes me up further.

What is your experience in terms of spiritual practices, seeking and inquiry?
Little discipline for traditional meditation, so little experience there.
Intense curiosity overcame me about 6 years ago, but I didn't know whay it was I was curious about... strangest thing.
Tons of questing, then less questing & seeking and all learning, peppered with 10 or twenty sweeet mystical experiences and years of brief awakenings and long periods of sleep, so immersed ego's little dramas, worries and anxieties & stupid fears. Yikes. Then a seconds-brief awakening again & such awe and joy while I BE THAT THING LOOKING AT ALL OF MYSELF THROUGH MYSELF!! HOLY ****ING ****!!!!

On a scale from 1 to 10, how willing are you to question any currently held beliefs about 'self?
11

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Hi,
Would you still like to have a conversation to explore what self is and is not? What we point to here just needs you to look with honesty, openness and simplicity at what is right now. It is not a re-experiencing of any passing state that you have experienced in the past. It's not about entering a permanent blissful experience and it's not about annihilating the "I".
It is about a clear seeing of what the self is and of what the self is not. This can bring one clear look at what cannot be unseen once it is seen.

If you'd like to explore this please reply below.

Ray